Shopping!

Now, what the hell have i blabbered about on my last post. Damn it!

LOL bh finally deleted me from facebook. I was just wondering when will be the time...
God knows the reason why. At first i was kinda depress but now, everything's all right.
But i just wanna the know the reason. Who wouldnt right? After all its so sudden.
Must be his gf, i guess.. :o wdv it is, -game over-

Life's so bored and i got hooked up with this game called "monopoly deal"
its so fun because i'm playing it with fun ppl. what a nice way to hang out as well.
Next week i'm taking so many leave to go out etc. (Y)
At 12am today my friend called me out and he hang out till 3am + its quite fun. I never thought i'd ever have that much freedom.
Recently i talked a little more privately with this Lesbian friend of mine.
Lesbian/bootch(sp) wdv you call it. I think i'll respect them a lil more from now on.
Sometimes i can understand why they turn out to become like that.
K c'mon its natural. Lesbian. But.... i'm not certain about gays cause they thought of it is just more eww than girls. right?

Went to Astons with parents today and they cannot stop complaining about the friggin queue that took me 45mins to sit in the restaurant.
Btw, i think Suntec's aston is better than Cathay's.
Oh, and my parents were the "oldest" ppl there in the restaurant. what a joke lol
Next week is the JAE's posting results.
Good luck to all, Good luck to Priya, Good luck to me.
I hope i really dont have to appeal for it. *fingers cross*
I ordered to many things online and the damn thing still haven arrive! man... i'm getting really impatient.
I'm gonna shop till i drop next week. But thats if there's anyone going with me.
If priya and i dont have to appeal then, yay! shopping next week! :D :D

bb all, full shift tmr -.- damn.it.bitch.
That mofo JACKass boss better dont mess with me again !@#$%^&

Not you that i cant get over, just IT.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.



I bet all of you guys sure know where those lyrics above come from; Chris Daughtry - over you
Those lyrics pasted there meant more than just words.
It spells every single thing of a moment in my life.
Sometimes in life, the impact and hurt is so great that who had hurt you no longer matter, but its the persistence of the heartache and unexplanable complications.
Though everything is happy right now. Like RIGHT NOW, my life is great.
I've found back friendships that i've lost.
I've let off the last bit of hatred towards someone because of a clear conscience after being drunk
I've learnt some things which i've never known but now that i'm more cautious with my words towards that somebody in order to not loosen the ties. Well yeah, somethings are better be left unsaid. I dont bother clearing myself sometimes. I've really learnt that being righteous doesnt help at certain time.

So during some point of my life last year was a complete tragedy.
Looking back at it; it is definitely not what a typical 15 year old should undergo.
It's insane, the pressure and stress, indescribable.
I can undergo all types of stress but particular human relationship, i will break down into a thousand pieces and its really hard to get yourself back up when you reach that stage.
wtf this post is total ranting i think i'm gonna get F9 for english if this continues (& IF this was o level)

My first and previous relationship is a topic which have never rested ever since
everyone anyone, something about it will be mentioned
maybe that just meant that it plays a big part of my life though it was merely that 1 year 3 months kinda thang.
Until today, literally today, i still talk about it.
Just wondering if i can refrain from talking about anymore cause i really dont wanna bring back any memories about it be it good or bad. Be it good or bad.
But i'm saying this that i've definitely gotten over it. Like hello i broke up erm about almost 2 years ago???
Is it just me or everybody also the same? They cant forget the hurt caused (you dont know mine so you can pass comparing)
I'm talking to myself i hope nobody sees this seriously i'm tired of ranting i'm gonna go help my friend to get his new love right now so BB LOL!

I tell you, MY LIFE IS GODDAMN AWESOME NOW


I just went Fullerton last night with the ppl i likeeee and its so nice (Y) srsly.