freako, i cant blog already la.

i just finish my english brochure, i love myself

i didnt have dinner

lunched with buddies

alot of thoughts in my head today

i wanna blog it out

but no time

i have some pictures too

thanks, kevin viewed my blog

thanks, mei hui too.

thanks, jillene too.

must tell me hor!

tomorrow lunch appt with kevin and lex and idk who else

looking forward

its been more than 1 month since we had a meal and sit down to talk

love you guys ttm, best friends ever!

drown in my tears

choked by my blood

sliced by the paper

pierce through my heart

cut by the scissors

grind by the driller

burn in the incinerator

ashes to ashes

flattened by four walls

crucified on cross

froze by the dread

benumbed my heart

currently, taking my temperature to make sure im alright
i feel internally burning. damit
i haven take my dinner yet, and i dont think i am already, so late..
i feel time passes really too fast.
i thought its still afternoon or what.
looking at the clock scares me, i haven do any homework -.-
i have to do it, i have to
many people pushing me to do it already, i should push myself too!
lets start with.... erm... idk, english? geog? argh!
lets just watch tv.
something quite funny, some friend studying financial informatics dont know whats wall street. HAHAHA! cute sial~
i need Priya or Clarissa right now.
cause i feel very lost at this very moment
call that asshole wonghweemin confirm eating or sleeping or shitting one. standard
oh shat, i still have to call george.
he's gonna tell me something tonight, eager to listen! :D
tomorrow lunch with who?
asshole priya grounded.
im meeting avriel anyway :D

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

i cant believe it, i just went to check out on something
i cant believe it that i actually would search up for it
i cant believe that i got moved by it
i cant believe that i couldnt hold my tears
gawdamit, will i be stuck in my whole life like that?
am i suppose to cause myself into accident to lose all my memory?
am i seriously forced to draw a THICK gawdamn line in between black and white
i need wall, not a line
in any case i'd trip over.
but no matter how hard i try to cross the wall, its impossible
damit, idk if the person do what i do as well, i bet no.
i bet with my last dollar from today till the day i get rich and die, no.
i wish that fella did, many things would change if this happen.
great, i have to find a perfect solution.
and i mean, perfect.
i thought i could do it, nonsense.

omg, you guys cant imagine what the guy eugene said and asked "/
so odd man?! i feel, super weird.
other than the context so embarrassing to post it here, i'd have already did it
at least you guys should naturally have the same thought as me
whats wrong man?! argh!
what an enthu kid
hyper active or what?

(this post was suppose to be posted on saturday, today's monday. and here i am adding on cause i only blogged two lines the other day)
the streets that i step on today probably left me with too much memories..
every corner i go, i see two sides of remembrance.
whoever thinks that you are the one who left me with the memories.
excuse me, see the word, TWO sides of remembrance.
focusing on memories, not the person who left me.
i have more memories, with many more people. different experiences.
i see funny people on the streets doing funny things..
newton, i went for dinner. ate alot of seafood and whatever not.
i went home myself without my parents with their friends.
dont wanna stay late there, so decided to hope onto 143 to vivo then 61 home.
journey on 143 was across the town. far east, the pillar that left with so much memories
plaza singapura, saving gaia. and it was crowded.
the roads were bustling still though it was already 10+ at night.
but i felt some loneliness on the path between lucky plaza till heeren.
playing a playlist on my phone called the emoistic. lol
i really enjoy bus journey, alone.. long ride.
oh, when i board the bus. i was the only one upstairs. it was pretty scary
lights in front of me was kinda not working really well. and i sat at the back corner
more and more people. and there were two blackies beside me playing some interesting thing
i wonder whats that called. but i figured out how to play.
i dropped at vivo then shortly after, 61 came..
that night was quite screwed. i called someone for like many many times but just to no avail
it was pathetic. i couldnt help but kinda wanna burst into tears
then... i picked myself up and on the computer.
and there were so many chatlogs that kept me so busy the moment i cam online that i have no time to shed a single tear.
i caught up with Gene and Gerald Goie. great
so we were looking back on those days when we're all still young.. hahaha! cute
Gene posted a few pictures of me when i was like in primary school on FB.
so embarrassed. he tag me! crap. LOL!
those were the days... cute and innocent. so dumb looking. hahah
but thank god, i still carry the heart of not being out there to impress anyone
this point, me and priya remained the same (:
so just go ahead and laugh when you see those pictures on FB, just dont be too mean (: hahah
then i went to sleep at like some AM.
oh btw, dad came back on this day. so, lol. great.


the next day was like slacking all the way till dinner at vivo, my treat. LOL dad's day
and bro came along.. after dinner we went shopping
good job, that dinner cost me like a hundred buck again at some weirdo shop
then i saw Lex! HAHAH! shocked! with that natural hair, no wax no gel. nice! so lex huh ;D
went to shop at mango, woots! bought a skirt from there.
and and and!!! forever 21 that stupid ass gown! i didnt get it?! just yesterday
but im definitely gonna get it. my dad says wait till prom night buy some expensive one -.- this one dont count first. i wont have chance to wear. LOL
damit la, but my bro is definitely supporting me to get it
that thang is damn nice la, even my mom gave me greenlight.
dont care, just the matter of when only :D oh perfect height for that leh!! :D HEH!
was suppose to eat ice cream.. for some reason, didnt. then we went to drink soymilk. lol
shop shop shop, then went home already.
started packing and panicking, forcing myself to sleep.
cant help it, i couldnt close my freakin eyes and stop moving.
so i watched tv.. blah blah, listen music. slept only at 2+?!


this morning i woke up, like blur. damit, i thought to myself.. i knew i'd feel as if i didnt sleep for more than an hour! LOL regretted not eating some pills to make myself sleep. hahah!
morning call clar at 0615. text all my good friends this morning (:
was standing there messaging kevin, david and hweemin half the time..
hurry sign off and went to prepare. made it just in time for the darn bus
awesome! back gates lock -.- not even the front.. (george so called express lane. LOL)
they dont allow us to enter from main gate either. then we enter from the gate beside ISH. kinda weird.
then we need to hand in that dumb form.. alright seriously quite a hassle
if we have to do this every morning, holy crap.
went into school with like one gang of people. LOL totally congested man
bille, george, gary, ming duo, cherynn, sheng ying and etc...
went to respective classes and all the form teachers were already at their classes
the classroom seemed so bright and lively today.. wow
change of sitting arrangements, im sitting with meihui now :D that noisy asshole. hahaha
jieru's sitting with bryan now and thanks to desmond and his big fat mouth talking nonsense
bryan took out his braces. i wouldnt say it look nicer cause it still looked odd to me
so white his teeth, straight some more. abnormal la~ LOL! i prefer him with the cool braces.
oh my... imagine garrett without braces, GG. LOL! funny gang
PE was like tiring. run run run.. i hardly walk :D
but of course, when i was talking with my class girls, i told them the leg wasnt mine. hahaha!
i was perspiring like mad dog, but definitely much better than daryl law that unhygienic sweater. hahahah! with wee keat. eee!
mr harrie threw his keys on my stomach while we were doing leg raise "/ argh
geog was next, learning about earth shit. and i was trying really hard to pay attention
clar was talking to me half the time again. and she said eng yang said that we look like lesbians together cause we're very close. HAHHAHA! so jealous huh? ;D
Recess was hell of a mess. Milo sucked. many people complained about the food.
food sucked, i didnt eat. please, avriel and jieru only bought their food when the bell rang. LOL
how pathetic. as what hweemin said, having tall friends have its benefits :D
she shouted at kevin and obviously nobody could see her in the crowd. she got him to get the food for her, funny. clar too, i was the only one who didnt eat. didnt bother -.-
the whole canteen is so yellow, omg. too bright~
the milo is hell diluted "/ argh, pathetic. weird stores. no name no number one. LOL
PE room will change to gym room now. max 8 people at a time. ready by next month


after recess is like chem? did nothing but doing rules and welcoming our co form and the rest disturbing her about her strictness after she came back. comments passed on: what had NIE done to her for the past month? LOL!
then SS i had a pretty lullaby session, love it.
woke up for some english intro session again. but was damn funny
new teacher, ms ina. wells, new teacher again. e math also new teacher. argh
a math was cracking session. but i remembered benghao telling me about some shit about it, so more or less i know. thanks.
but i swear to the core of the earth that i hate graph shit. (wow, geog huh ;D)
after school went to meet jieru avriel and friends.. called them for lunch but they slow poke again. ahhahah!
then priya went lunch with me though she was grounded.. HAHAHAH!
and thanks huh priya. spreading everywhere about me and SH -.- walau eh. SYSY huh? is SH.
so lame la you, anyhow only. so contradicting today, on the bus influencing me again~ LOL
then we went to have subway for lunch and head home.
oh, seriously. so many people came to my blog, read it, and went to disturb priya, good job!
priya with the yellow tubie, go continue disturb her too :D
and hweemin and avriel says my post are so wordy
then i was saying.. nothing could be more detail than this, and its how i express what happened, in words! LOL
too bad la, just read :D HEH! reading my blog, you can never miss out whats happening in my life :D ever the most detailed piece of info ever (: fun right? LOLL
TAG LA WONGHWEEMIN! AVRIEL NG TOOOOOO! :D
avriel! go lunch tomorrow!!!!!!!!:D
i need to chiong all my homework now, very doom
and chester is apparently talking to me right now saying that ima bad influence.
teaching priya how to not get grounded, or rather, get out of the grounded state. HAHAHAH!
go home, call momma, go out again! :D
i feel kinda gay today. gay as in happy.
hweemin and avriel and jieru and clar and priya and everybody :D
the happy mood in the canteen is like hello coretta. hello here and there. fun!
but lessons......... i hope i dont sleep tomorrow "/ BYE!
and this random guy called eugene is talking to me right now -.- talking a lil nonsensical stuff to me right now, as i thought at least..
hmm, my recent pictures i took has been some controversial topic..
me against the world. im fighting against this one issue. shh, secret
many many people have been talking to me about it, right now too "/
CIAOS HUH! IMA DO MY WORK! as if -.- facebook first (:

What Is Your Fashion Personality? and the result is Ralph Lauren Ralph Lauren.
A hopeless romantic, you love love. You are a free-spirit, who paints and explores nature in her free time. Ever so girlie, you like flowery things that capture the innocence you project. Often a bit Bohemian, your style is usually relaxed and comfortable. Guys adore your cuter-than-life-itself nature and free-love philosophy.

LOL, Ralph Lauren.. i indeed have quite alot of Ralph Lauren(s). but i hardly wear it nowadays..

Your Ice Cream Personality and the result is Responsible
You are not a particularly modest person. You're proud of who you are, and you don't care who knows it.
You are incredibly cautious. You rather miss out on something than make a mistake. No one would ever call you wild... but they would call you responsible.
You are a fairly open minded person with a wide range of tastes. You are quite accepting of unusual ideas and people.
You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask.
You are fun loving and sweet. You tend to enjoy joking around and teasing people.

quite true, but yet to discover the wild side. maybe wild is not the word, crank will be great (:
yes! i love joking around and teasing people (:

Can you spot a liar? and the result is Can Definitely Spot a Liar
Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars.
Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector.


i extremely like this quiz. though it may just be a not-so-true-test, but still.. can definitely spot a liar (: human lie detector, woots!

Who is your lifetime match?" with the result They are born between 24th August - 23rd September.
You're a big dreamer and in love, you're looking for the one. It's not easy as you find lots of flaws with all the potential lovers that cross your path. But you don't give up hope and continue your quest come hell or high water. As you get older, you lower your expectations and end up telling yourself that perfection maybe doesn't exist after all. You therefore find yourself content with a caring, intelligent and affectionate person (wealth isn't important to you, it's just an accessory that's of no real concern for you). And you love them loads... A bit too much, perhaps! Careful not to smother them. You will make their dreams come true through just being you. They will feel they can show how they really feel to you because of your open nature inspires them to open up to you. Probably only you will know how sensitive, gentle and romantic they can be. They can learn a lot from you. Therefore you complete each other..


i think this is like quite true man. but all the people whom i know born at this period are girls "/
and im already not asking for any perfections cause ive reached the stage where i believe no one's perfect. BUT, working to be one doesnt harm. As if that fella will open up to me anyway -.- so what is i have an open nature... they indeed will learn, even friends...

check this girl out, she got the credit for all of my photos! :D love ya!

and those pictures she took, with the same background, is actually those 5 shots at a time kind. thats why some blur and some alike. she asked me to do something repetitively :D
so this is one of the blur ones
this too~

i think i wanna stick my tongue out

this too

finally i stuck out (:

again~

threw my hands up, probably wanna say what the?

erm, maybe not?

peeeeeeeeeeeeek

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

erm??

where's my boo? ):

its okay~

ill call for help...

this was at Vivo sushi tei's view

the bottom right plate, without any food.. was the squid ink pasta. LOL! i eat finish already then take "/ then the left was squid tempura. above was sashimi

my burnt slippers under the crazily hot sun today

i bent down quite alot, thats why same height :D hahahahha! my lover~

right, wrong direction... LOL.

the day that our saikang has been postponed, LOL!

Holland Coffee Bean with my lover photoshoot

grumpy face~ LOL! she froze there to let me take this :D

no one's better than her for advertising (: anything! even a brandless bread, LOL!

007, with my shades :D

this was the initial one though, but with weird right hand of hers, so, retake :D

whats with that grumpy face again?

wee-ooo-weet! :D

my aglio olio~ (e pepperocino! inside joke with HBC :D)

as i was thinking what to post since priya posted 007 :D

mine's the larger one (:

Coffee Bean's ice blended coffee~

a view from my couch at Coffee Bean

a random shot at Pelawan Beach. nice aye? :D

another nice random

this too :D

i love all these pics, thanks Priya :D

and my mom's back -.- she's not going out anymore

and now, facebookie time~ (:

cant wait to call that fella

Wow, Michael Jackson, 5o, is dead.
and wow, another hot stuff Farrah Fawcett, 62, is dead, too.
so many people died today, but many people's birthday is today!
too many to mention, anyway... happy birthday guys (:


last night wasn't that awesome at all.
no one wants and dare to watch shutters with me
not the US version that I've watched before and its pretty no kick
but its the Thai version that was described to be much scarier
and because of that wanting, it screwed my night.
wanted to go to bed early since the night didnt turn out well.
but i just couldnt sleep. so i rang Clar and update her on my stuff, hahaha!
so we talk talk talk until like gay until her mom come and interrupt
then we stopped. then someone's phone dont know at where like that...
then suddenly i call wrong number also i stun -.-
then from 0100 - 0130 i was trying to call into 987 for SOOOOOOO
i got through for like more than 15 times but none of them was answered!
so fed up, but i guess i was already very patient.
and just to play, i tried calling 933 and 927 too -.- wtheck. cant believe it.
later i watch tv tossing and turning... finally fell asleep at almost 3 when i decided to shut the damn tv off before i start watching it again "/


this morning i woke up early and go buy eggs :D hahahah! wthell, random
then i bought the bab biscuit that i like also! OMG!
then i came home eat ham bread and got ready to go Sentosa
waited for that asshole for almost 30mins, no. yes, 30mins!
then we went into Sentosa, found a spot at Pelawan Beach.
we started stripping... okay, wait. we were still wearing something... HAHAHAH!
omg, super nice! 1 hour of tan i think, im not burnt! :D
im tan now! and and, golden brown skin (:
my stomach and back and leg and whatever not is tan too :D cooliozxz!
only a super super small portion of my body is not tan. the whole of my back in tan too, love it!
then we left to bathe and out of Sentosa, like so fast eh? HEH
Priya was super hungry and kinda headed to Pasta Mania immediately we reach Vivo
i signed up for my member card already! yay!
saw some Queenstown Alumni and Alumna
then i hurry put on my glasses and went out of Pasta Mania
Priya took alot of weird picture of me at Pasta Mania, we talk and bullshit and everything
then we went Vivo to shop shop and decided to leave for Holland to slack at Coffee Bean


went to get my longggg skirt first :D love it ttm! woots!
then we went to Holland Coffee Bean and we drank Chocolate Mocha
we hog the couch once it was vacant and we talk and laugh damn alot
and i bought some stuff there for someone else... yet to pass it over yet
and Priya did something, funny(?) with that thing to me. LOL
and we talked about S, B and B and K and W and oh many..
not bitching about them, but just talking... hahahah!
half the time we were talking about S's character ;D
and how to settle S, B and B.
talking about K and W's thingy, LOLLLL! ah, laughed alot
so slack in there, we were comfortable and enjoying our time until her dad called
she have to leave early... right...
so we went to get subway for her family member which at first Priya wanted to persuade me to eat it again, but i was probably sick of it, for today at least.
and my stomach couldnt put in so much..
then we separated and we left home..
and now im blogging, the next post will be pictures... cause i forgotten about it.
and Priya should be sending me the pictures that she took of me now (:
i cant wait to talk to HBC anyway.. oh man, it's a pain in my ass sometimes
cant it just call back or something? or reply? ARGH, hate it!
mom's not gonna be home like all the way till midnight or later..
and dad's gonna be back on sunday according to what mom said this morning..
tomorrow will be shopping day?
or probably my mom will just act lazy again.. hmmm..
ciaos!


awaiting to happen:
1. Someone to come collect the thing that ive bought
2. Call HBC!!
3. Bitch with Priya and to decide if i should play something... :DD
4. Try to call a somebody and talk it all out (much impossible)
5. I wanna laugh till i die, or my mouth split maybe..
6. Finish my biscuit by tonight!


oh, there's one thing that i wished it would happen again
Clar and Priya probably know about it..
damit, but i wont seem like its gonna happen again like i always say
its just that, that time... it happened because someone ate the wrong medicine..
wait, i should really be looking forward to something...
and that is pretty impossible ):
oh! and something... im excited about it :D though it have already passed.
and.... hehe, grins... wish it happen again! woots! :D

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You don't fall in love easily. It takes you a long time to get used to someone. Intimacy doesn't come easily for you.

You are an amazingly passionate person. You are passionate about almost everything, and your passion definitely gets you in trouble!

Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.


this was the beach personality test and i got exceedingly passionate or something. cant remember "/



oh right, someone joined the i dont like people not replying messages, its kinda irony for that person -.-

wow! i KO-ed at 2230 yesterday! coolioxzx!
that was like the earliest timing i slept throughout the entire holiday..
and i woke up only at almost 1300! LOLL! what a pig
bet HBC KO-ed too, i talked a lil to it today only.. then i left house once im done with breakfast!
i mean... breakfast. at lunch hour :D heh!
so i left house when Priya called me that she's up the bus already
i went down and i realised i forgotten to bring my goggles! shat!
i called her and she was already reaching, the next stop!
no choice, i need the goggles by hook or by crook.
i rushed all the way up, unlock my door, grab my things and ran all the way down hoping i wont miss the bus
she initially have to come out of the bus to wait for me, cause she dont know how to go there herself
so i tried my luck and i ran... woots! i caught up the bus! Priya was already out sitting down.. then we went back up again, LOL! but she dont need to retap the card, hahaha!
so we went to swim ~ and we talk alot again.. hahha!
and and and, we planned Sentosa for tomorrow!
just the 2 of us :D we're going there to suntan! woots!
and she said, it will be the first time im so sexy in the public~ sports bra~ LOLLL
around 1630, we were already at the bus stop heading to Holland for subway!


awesome! i love holland like always.. the ambiance~ the people.. yep!
after we had subway, slowly-ly... we walked around :D up the hill and everywhere
we went into shops and blah blah.. love it!
so we were suppose to go to a shopping centre for toilet, end up we were shopping! hahah
tomorrow im gonna go back to that place again to get a longggggggg skirt :D love it ttm!
again, if i had lotsa cash.. i would have gotten many many many more things!
i like that shopping centre, awesome sundresses! cool accessories~ cute babies!! omg!
that baby saw me and she's like amazed or something? oh anyway, in the toilet. LOL!
then she turn her head as if she was curious, so cute!
then she said, jie jie! what is jie jie doing in the toilet? HAHAHAH!
right, im not doing anything sick "/ i was just waiting for Priya at the basin area.. lol!
then after that we left the shopping centre, the sky was already pitch dark! wow!
later we went to a shop to buy earrings :D yes! i bought 3 diamond earrings! woots!
all for my 3 holes, great! i mean, ear holes. LOL
then at last we went home~ 61 left right in front of my sight again -.- argh!
so i waited alone at the bus stop spamming loud music in my ears..


cant wait for tomorrow! :D we'll be hiding at a corner of Sentosa (:
we'll be giving ourselves a full tan tomorrow with towel, we're not dumb enough to get ourselves scalded.
just pray hard, i hope we wont over tan and get a burn instead! LOL!
cant believe it, this is how spontaneous we are! :D we just talk about it, and set!
yay yay! after that then we'll go get the longggg skirt :D
last weekday of the holiday, wtcrap! cant take it "/
saturday's BP practice cancelled.
they said that they suspect someone contacting H1N1.
well well, hope not~ or we'll be doomed!
YEAPPIE! im so excited for everyday to come.
im overjoyed with whatever i have now.
right, its seriously possible that me and Priya will become lesbies one day
start suspecting us (:

just the matter of fact... 4 days yeah, great!
who would want school by the end of 4 days? thats madness
before thinking of any thing, the homework is good to kill.
im half dead already. by school reopen, ill be slaughtered alive


yesterday i had an awesome dinner
the first time i tried squid ink pasta, super nice!
though its pretty ex "/ but just to try its okay..
i dine at sushi tei last night anyway..
then had squid ink pasta, sashimi, squid tempura, teriyaki chicken
shared with mom, and we were almost half dead. ultra full..
then we went to shopping for awhile cause after dinner was already quite late already..
saw a super nice gown, gonna buy it the next time i visit that shop again
yeah i know i wont have the chance to wear it, but so what?
its too nice, and we'll just wait for the very chance :D wedding dinner?
please, anyone getting married soon? LOL! hurry!!
that gown was like great length for me, just just nice~ woots!
the colour was my awesome love too, and it fits my skin tone!
yay! i wanna buy it! didnt bought it yesterday solely because it was late already..
saturday off to vivo again :D
and all over and over i said again...
if i was rich, my 2m wide wardrobe wont be enough to fit the clothes i wanna buy
just too pricey or not worth it sometimes, will feel dumb after wasting those useful cash "/


yesterday's night was the bomb, EVER! ever!
i talked to my dear clarissa as she text me that she reached singapore
and we were so gay, i may not even wanna try doubting if we are lesbies or what, LOL!
miss you clar! you never know how much i did. msn pm all over! hahaha! :D
great you came back.
so i chat with priya for a couple of 10, around slightly more than half a 60
so we finished with our shit, and all whinings and girls session.. clar's turn
this was a bigger girl shit, much much bigger
we talked about many many things.. and i bet somethings i said to her yesterday may keep her thinking about it for a few days..
fret not sasa, i guess me as a friend will try to lay the road straight to you
at least im there to show you the warning red, that should be a guide
whether it works or not, it still depend on you
i wish you well, i didnt want anything to turn out bad, alright?
nobody wants it, but you should understand some things better now after me explaining to you.
we were on the same boat.. so, take it easy~
we chat till 0040 and then... guess what?
someone else called~~ and it did really hit off well! it was awesome!
we were planning and crapping and after such a long time us not talking
i cant freakin fail to laugh at your humour! your nonsense was fabulous
i laughed too hard till i cant sleep, thanks huh! :D
so at 2, i finally decided to be a good girl and try to get to bed as i need to wake up at 11pm for guests tomorrow..
i was totally excited about the idea of clinging this two people together attacking me
i know they'll make a good team in bullying me -.- but who doesnt know i enjoy it..
i mean, to a certain limit, i do enjoy it cause ill laugh at myself being 'bullied' too "/ hahah
and the most miraculous part ever was that HBC actually agreed to come to my house?
like, hello?? this fella will make me laugh till i run out of breath and die or something..
and it is indeed very unusual of this fella to actually agreed to all these plans.
best thing ever, best thing ever... now this is the part
both of us cant sleep.. alright, i guess we laughed too much or something..
and best thing, i only realise that ass was awake at 0457 -.- and then i called that ass as it msg me
cant believe it, during this period of time.. we were planning too much
far way too much.. we planned to go play L4D together!
omg, shifu shifu! that fella is a pro man!
and congrats, it was the first fella that made me ton with it!
the latest i ever ton until was 7.. and now i still haven sleep since counting on last night...
we talked all the way till 730, i felt my voice changed anyway
but too bad, like i care. the moment of joy was the best thing to receive.
we went to bathe and met outside school bus stop.
we bus-ed to Cyrus and started gaming L4D.


fantastic, i love that shit. its suer kan chiong
and i cant fail to boom that boomber's fat ass off!
the surface area was just too big.. i walk out of a room, i turn, bang!
anyway, i suck at it. obviously, cause im a newb
the important thing that i should know how to see where those zombies will come from
and where those tanks and boombers and witch or whatever not appear
but i just couldnt figure it out.
and ive never seen someone as lovingly patient as HBC.
it guided me throughout the whole game. getting me out of the lurch
saved me from the smoker, trash all zombies when i got heavily attacked
cause some funny dude like to break the alarm and everything just come to us. HAHAHHA!
but that part was ultra fun, just shoot~ then no bullet hit the right click
i feel like im treating people who play L4D reading my blog an idiot because i explain it like that -.- but sorry, it just fascinates me alot.
its great learning from HBC indeed, i had a great time doing this together..
it helped, it guided me and the funniest thing was it said.. "dont worry, i coming to save you already! i sure will save you one! run, run away! hurry, let me settle this for you. run to the safe shelter, wait for me there, dont move!"
cool right? thats what it said when i got heavily attacked because i have ass fingers -.-
and obviously, im not a computer gamer, thus i cant control my mouse and the direction of my gun pointing at properly.. lol! and it said he felt like it's playing with a pri sch kid because i was playing with myself trying to jump up and down entering the space bar.
okay fine, i think e elaborated too much on this -.-
all in all, i had complete fun. laughed throughout, gonna come back again!
saw Darren Lee and Mustafa today at Cyrus too, pretty cool.
Darren Lee was much of a pro too. he directed me at the airport, LOL!
and i didnt know i was suppose to run into the aeroplane to complete the game
like i can even find the door to it?? LOLLL!
left that place at 11, left for my house together... waiting for Priya too~ :D
suppose to go swimming today, but weather sucked
oh my luck was bad enough..
i though god's on my side cause when i leave the house, the weather kinda finally stabled down, and not pouring..
i walked down the stairs.. good job, once i reach the first level. the sky started pouring!
wow, fantabulous.
then took 61. done that for my whole life and yet i still mistook the bus stop its stopping at
at last i have to walk across the darn bridge -.- and 51 just wanna be stubborn, it just didnt wanna come even after 4 buses of each respective number including the irritating wait-for-half-an-hour-bus passed 4 times "/


at my house, me and HBC settled down first..
it was so tired, because it ton-ed last night, sorry. but thanks :D hahaha!
it was really great that you came today, shocked too. too damn shocking
then we were starting on drag me to hell until priya called my handphone to ask me open the door
LOLers! i didnt put my handphone beside me and it was on my shuddup mode.
and i guess we were too engross in the movie till we didnt here the bell ring?
or i think she didnt even ring the bell! she didnt knew a bell existed!!
after all, she went to the wrong unit the first time she come my house~ lalala~ LOLL
drag me to hell, watch until half way.. boring..
then change to saw 5. hahahah! priya didnt dare to watch!
first half she was peeping, second half she was sleeping already..
then me and HBC squeezing each other like how those victims blood got squeezed, LOLL!
in fact, i was the one that needed to squeeze something -.- LOL! not that hard la..
that show lasted for super long.. oh then i cooked instant noodles and cut 3 different fruits for them :D i like this life, the weather... 3 people on my cozy queen sized bed laying around watching movie
knowing that its the last 4 days of hols already.. can we really enjoy like this? damn
then played some lame thing and told some weird ass off on pet society for Priya, LOL!
today was really a great laughing day.. i hope tonight wont be ruined -.-
ima sleep early tonight also! omg, i should be tired okay..
i nearly fall asleep at that comfy ambience and surrondings of my bed and room..
that angle was like almost lying down flat, HBC sat higher than me anyway..
so i felt so little like a baby holding on so tightly to my baby pillow, sniffing it like mad :D
what a psychopathic -.- hey! its my own scent! awesome!
i wish tomorrow.. no, probably friday to be something like that again?
i want it man! its really great? i wanna go play L4D again before school starts and thats impossible already!
oh, by the way.. my guardian for applying the Cyrus membership is HBC :D super cool! (:
currently i miss nobody at all, im smiling all the while when im blogging (:
its really too happy already, cant describe. i like it


night time was great too! HBC was suppose to leave my house so so much more earlier than 1630! maybe around 1230 because it's dad was grumbling and it told it's dad that it'd be home by 'soon'...
so soon that it wanna fake it's dad that it fell asleep over at it's friend's house. hahhaha!
knew you wanna stay! bet on it huh :D
then me and Priya proceeded to Queensway for dinner, i changed
to something long and cozy like i was in forks
nice feeling.. anyway we decided between subway and curry chicken rice by the smiley :D
so at last we went for curry chicken rice partly due to the weather too
we had fun time trying to jaywalk but pretty much of a failure
we enjoyed laughing at our pri sch mate cause we smiled at each other, recognised, but didnt wanna say hello or wave.
that person actually walked back to peep if we are what he saw. LOL! super funny
then we went to Anchorpoint to but sweettalk :D then to cold storage to shop.
i bought some ham, very explensive man -.- drinks, bread.. that cost me exact 10 bucks
i only had that amount back then, lucky.. cause i didnt expect myself to spend so much just from the objective of dinner
priya bought some chips and ham too.. (: we talked alot at cold storage, walking here and there chit chatting and laughing at every corner.. lol!
then we bitch at the bus stop and along there too (:
oh and i saw jeremy ooi, like for a long time since i saw him..
then priya started telling me about what she believe in that her sister taught her from what her sister learnt
girls should be naturally bigger sized than guys.
because our body have to get prepared for the day to get pregnent.
we need to hold those weight thus supposedly to be bigger sized than guys.
lol, i think i believe what she said as she believed what her sis said as being taught :D
im tired, i guess ill skip facebook tonight..
i wanna lie down and soon fall asleep i bet..


oh damit, i have to feed people fruits too. what a king/queen you are! argh! LOL
tomorrow subway with priya for dinner!
so good to have such a close friend as if she was my biological sister staying right under the same roof as me or something.. (:
clarissa... if you'd have more freedom~ hahahha!
hey! dont forget hor! our deal~ next year march hols! :DD
right wait, im missing somebody.. right now, right now already... (:
but i think it's pigging

i feel a sudden strong feeling right now..

loneliness..

look at the weather.. it just made me feel like what i was feeling back then in 2007 dec

the rainy season, and more to that..

i feel like wearing long sleeve with another layer of thick hoodie

with the longest and tightest jeans ever

with snickers, high snickers maybe. or boots?

okay, i feel hungry now..

seems like nothing could keep me warm...

maybe a warm bath now will be perfect..

this couldnt go any darker, or ill have to take the torch out

shit this, i want a thick hoodie!

omg, i think probably many people will feel angry
cause now im watching the Taylor Swift MV - teardrops on my guitar, and i think she's pretty ugly -.-
when she put lesser make up.
like you know when its focused on her, its heavy make up
but when she's like around someone, there's lesser focus and lesser make up
she look awful ;x Garrett's gonna kill me if he sees this, LOL!
okay, lets bitch about Miley Cyrus now, since they're featuring her song the climb right now.. LOL
Ira says she look awful + she cant sing for nuts
just because her dad is a composer, he brought her into the music industry. LOLL!
BILLY RAY CYRUS! woots! i know that guy though i dont watch disney :D
yay! no more MV, move on~


i witnessed a couple, together.. and separate..
obviously not only one in my entire life, but i kinda reflected something from them..
omg, its beyonce now! that hot bitch! she can dance, she can sing.. not bad not bad~
okay back to topic... LOL! (my lips like sugar~ dum duba dee dumba dae~)
so this couple.. yeah.
there's two kinda character in a relationship that can survive..
one enthusiastic freak, another i dont really care
but a relationship that has both enthusiastic freak, gawd, that could last almost forever
i saw mine too, too obvious to not see it.
another couple, i saw myself totally syncing into the girl's position..
its almost exactly the same.. im sorry but i doubt it'll last "/
but i think she's luckier, the boy aint that much of a problem, just yet maybe..


yesterday at the gym, i did some incline sit up. damit, my abs hurts now! argh!
muscles come out already~ hahaha! but later go back in again -.-
at the gym was great, everything after that was a bit.. idk how to say..
anyway, why would an 18 years old guy says i am very mature but a 17 says im not?
thats super weird, very weird.. just tell me how freakin old i sound like man -.-
last night, the longest conversation ever.. oh my crap, it was, crap.
okay, lets elaborate on the crap.. but how should i do it... hmm...
all the truth was spilt out, okay maybe not all..
some i just drop my jaws but also kinda shut my mouth cause i didnt say anything
i think explaining is seriously not my job...
it'll be much better if memory was refresh and to observe another round
but sometimes i seriously thought that i was a f-ing jerk.
i wont use the word deserve, but should i be given a second round?
okay, everyone should, so should i..
but this aint my decision to be made -.- its someone else's
i cant teach people what to do...
but there's something that i seriously always believe in..
actions will prove every thing.. every single thing.
whatever said now is too early..
no matter how stubborn a person choose to believe in something..
no matter how much that person think that he/she is right..
no matter how much a person insist that that is what it is..
action + time = prove it all/change one's view.
though that person may change it so reluctantly, because he/herself cant even believe it
at last, they still have to accept the fact thats shown. and proven.
crap, i like this.
but everything seemed so damn impossible last night "/


even my calf aches now, pretty badly.. my arms too.. hamstring too.. LOL!
going out to meet mom later at vivo for dinner at sushi tei :D
my poor mom, she's so worried for daddy.
well, he should be back this friday according to some dude
and there's no satellite there to tab to call home ):
i was the last person who talked to dad across the sea, great.
oh, HBC just asked me out to Cyrus later, argh. what a day to ask "/
too bad, cant go.. but maybe if its few hours before i go out, then i go there play first :D


i was suppose to go BP today... but... hai, nevermind.. saturday ba~
im talking to someone who feels the same way as me now..
what the, im comforting him/her
okay, at the same time im doing it to myself.. LOL!
maybe the word is not comforting.. nevermind
nowadays, i always misuse words -.-
not because my vocab sucks. but because i cant find any 1 exact word to use.
so i just found the closest. hahahah!
damit, i haven eaten anything. ah, nothing to eat. ass
waiting to eat dinner, hurry hurry!
my house is ultra dark now, i like this darkness
the weather's like gonna rain soon.. should i wear long sleeve tonight?
the darkness now is familiar...
back in 2007, october 15. it was the exact darkness..
just that now, there's a lack of thunder and rain..

OH MY GOSH, WORLD BREAKING NEWS!
do you wanna make your beautiful holidays extended?
YES YOU CAN!
seriously, just go to that link that i gave in the previous post and vote
the poll is at the bottom left, SO COOL!
you may just change your fate! woots woots! :D
oh, this poll is held because of the H1N1 virus
yes yes yes! go help everyone!
oh... erm... geeks? dont go to that website..
you may just spoil the whole plan by voting for going back to school as scheduled or maybe assign homework and lessons online. its retarded.
if you cant help, then dont spoil it, okay? :D


for your convenience, ill just type the link again (:
www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

yeah yeah, im waiting for someone who's suppose to be on the bus with me now..
he just woke up, with 9 hours of sufficient sleep.. what a baby :D
currently internet explorer died on my com, it hangs it whenever i open it
screw the new version, courtesy of my mom. hahah!
987-ing life telecast from L.A. and typing some crap here


this morning someone rang my door and drop a letter at my door step
you're totally forgiven, and you should open up some day
everything and anything agitates you, you dont realise..
okay, maybe its just me. but i dont deserve no hokkien shit
maybe you wont recognise this, but we're still good friends after all
lighten your heart bud, you cant hold grudges for life


im going to facebook-ing now, heh.
oh, and im seriously not angry now..
i feel, light~ today's kinda.. not bad at all ;D
i cant wait for wednesday! Ms 2 dollars, ima own you again!
any plannings for tomorrow? dang!
i kept telling myself not to plan any shit, though people's enjoying out there..
because i gotta freaking do my homework!!
i have test on the first week when school hols and i have to self study that topic
kill me please, i feel the weight on my shoulder.
shh shh shh... lets not talk about schoolwork
we'll just happily enjoy our remaining 1 week holiday :D
eng yang sent me a msg this morning..
he ask me to log on to www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm to vote for extension of hols. is there really such thing? i think i should try later :D
if it really works, holy crap! bullshit, it wont -.- hahah!
right... living out of my fantasy, ima go somewhere else now~
then later head off to gym! hip hip, hooray!



oh shat! i have another homework! die die must do one!
band homework! omg, i cant believe it.
band's gonna let us go for theory exam grade 5 next year march 0.o
omg, i guess ima fail it man! since when i like theory?! crap!
can i choose practical instead? (if this work like F&N -.-)