through the years

whee ~ today band-ed . then eat lunch .

its kumar , MS shimin (LOL !) , daniel and ms azlina's treat .

its around 385 bucks i think . woah ~ thanks huh ! ;D

then went to children's home . settled down and performed .

the speech was like .. last minute write . and i dont even know its me who's giving the speech .

the hand writing so messy , until like , so scareded liddat la . then play ... then hang around . communicate .

poor percussion . LOL ! all their drums are , good luck man .. LOL

and i nearly vomited 12 times . yeah . cool . LOL

vans is damn scared of roaches la . damn . and i found out something about her today .

she told me she will be crazy and super ultraly hyper and retard after drinking caffeine . maybe coke only . indeed she is la .

on the journey to like changi right? somewhere there .. passed by all the LORONGS of GEYLANG -.-

wth la . that place is like polluted with chickens . no wonder singapore have bird flu man !

can anyone tell me something also . singapore man ba jiu pa jiao ah ?

the whores there are like , FAT , OLD , CHEAP , NOT VIRGIN , UGLY , SHITTY .. and blah blah blah . they also wanna pay money to them and **** ? LOL ! stupid or no brain .

went back to school . talked alot of crap . but fun la . hahha !

kenna dee siao -.- wilson say me and kumar , kumar say me and alvin and wilson .

zhangwang say me and enzhao and edrick . arthur say me and habib . wth la . RICA dont jealous hor ! XD LOL !

after the craps . 6.40pm . home-d .

i fried , fried rice ! yummy , mum say . high standard aye . LOL !

too bad . during band cant use phone . if not long ago i uploaded alot of pictures liao .

so many fascinating scenes la .. LOL

5 day of band camp . though it tiring .. yeah . but i reallt gotta say . its fun la .

thanks to instructors , teacher ans seniors . whee ~

after today , no more band prac , so far la ..

what am i suppose to do ?! rot at home everyday again -.- sickening .

jieru , grounded . gary , out of singapore . avriel , with casselyn . kevin , he's free . LOL

but i no money after buying so many presents . hais . MONEY DESPERATED ! LOL

love is in the air

today was sooo soo sooo soo so os osososososososososo tiring la !

haiyo . my lips are like , wth ? and clarinet section , water like free liddat . LOL !

we created yellow river at the classroom today . LOL !

practice so much today . sesama street , in A garden with koi and alot of can you feel the love tonight . pachebel's canon , we got practice alil .

we did quite well for can you feel the love tonight , lion king's theme song . said instructors . LOL

today no drill yeappie ! tomorrow going to children's home , yeah ~

this is the way , uh huh uh huh .. and i like it , yes ! uh huh uh huh ~ :D

i seriously need to build up my stamina again .

now holiday , didnt go jogging or run .. stamina like shit .

play the clarinet only can hold 16 counts . darn ! or maybe 20 ? yeah .

damn tired la .. i wanna sleep seh .

and we played a prank on mando today ! LOL

anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY !

we con her out and planned to blow happy birthday song to mandy .

she be instructor . fake her . then suddenly . happy birthday to you .. that tune .. LOL

then she was like , stunned ! LOL . that expression seriously .. damn funny la .

yeah , thats about it . damn tired now . yawns . my sms gonna bomb liao . freak !

outgoing also bomb . dang ! whatever . mum is like a chatterbox , ya .

bye ~

yoyo ! damn long didnt post liao .

had band la . damn tired .

last night i fainted on the bed -.- wth .

i was like watching tv , climax !! suddenly bom !

lie on the bed . posture like sleeping .

mum didnt woke me up but cant , she thought i was sound asleep .

LOL ! so i sleep all the way until morning ..

band band band .. yeah .

today was like .. -.-

seriously . i wish tomorrow could be a better day (:

played so many songs .

1 . sesame street theme song

2 . di tanjong katong

3. lion king 'can you feel the love tonight'

4. bring me to life

5. in A garden with koi

6. flinestone theme song (cant make it . LOL !)

today played so much right ? the saliva like free liddat .

the clarinet sections keep swinging their saliva out . LOL !

few west spring sec students from band came to join us too .

friday going to children's home .

the west spring students , no comments .

cause i found out their dirty lil secrets .

hope tomorrow kumar not so stressed up .

everybody can do properly , including me -.- hais ..

and hope no thumbnails are gonna at our back tomorrow .

i wanna lean on the chair !! LOL !

hope tomorrow no drills too .

i wanna sleep already . maybe will not blog tomorrow .. hahha

bye and good night ! :D

1. When was the last time you ran?
- today . MANY times ?!
2. Do ur jeans have rips, tears & holes in them?
-nope
3. What book are u reading right now?
- have i ever read an entire book in my life ? pathetically , in my life . only charlie and the chocolate factory -.-
4. Is ur lipgloss poppin?
- i dont even have lipgloss
5. When was the last time u saw the person you love?
- whoohoo ~ :D
7.Can you dance?
- HOHO !
8. Do u get the full 8hrs of sleep a night?
- not AT ALL . LOL
9. Think of all your EX. Would u take any of them back?
- no EX man !! cool ~
10. If anyone came to ur house on your"lazy days" what would u do?
- serve them ?
11. Have u ever been on your school's track team?
- erm , yar
12. Do you own a pair of Converse?
- like 3 pairs ?
13. Who did u copy and paste this survey from?

- Jie Ru , im probably too bored
14 . Do u eat raw cookie dough?
- freakos
15 . Have u ever kicked a vending machine?

- for avriel . cause the vending machine cheated 1 dollar from her . LOL
16. Do u hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing a bad one?
- damn yes !
17. Do u watch Trading Spouses?
- nah
18. Have u ever stayed online for very long time waiting for someone?
- erm , did i ?
19. Are you cocky?
- eh no la ! at most thick skin only . with hweemin (: no one can beat her forte heh ?
20. Could you live without a computer?
- hell no
21. Is anyone on your bad side now?
- hmm ..
22. What jewellery are u wearing?
- we are the teenagers !! LOL
23. What's the 1st thing u do when u get online?
- see who's online ?
24. Do u watch Grey's Anatomy?
- no
25.How do most people spell your name?
- Correta
26. Would you wear your bf/gf clothes?
- why not ?
27. What are u doing tomorrow?
- drills -.-
28. Is Justin Timberlake becoming then next Michael Jackson?
- in terms of ? popularity , he is better than M.J. in terms of gay-ity . LOL ! hell no !
29. Will u keep ur last name when u get married?
- erm ?
30. When is the last time you left your house?
- today !
31. Do you return your cart?
- eh . duh ?! then push back home meh ?? siao !
32. Do u have a dish washer?
- no
33. What noise do you hear?
- now ? erm ..
34 . Would u survive in prison?
- hoho . who knows ?
35. If all your friends went on a road trip would you?
- yeah
36. Do u know anyone with the same name as u?
- nah
37. How many pairs of shoes do u own?
- shoes . erm .. around 5
38. Whats the last thing u ate?
- fish
39 . fav drink ?
- idk
40 . What's your middle name?
- leong
41. Where is your cell phone?
- on my hand
42. Is your phone on vibrate or ring?
- just rang and vibrated
43. What brand are your pants right now?
- FBT
44. Ever been to Georgia?
- no
45. Do you smoke ?
- hell no
46. Most visited website?
- friendster and blogger
47. What irritates u most on the internet?
- lag , dc , pop-outs
48. Do u watch movies with your parents?
- ever since 5
50 . Whats your fav color(s)?
- electric/lightning/sky/baby blue , light purple , white , black , gray
51. Fav song?
- alot la
52. What color is your car?
- yet to own one
53. Where do you work?
- im finding man
54. Are u taking college classes right now?
- secondary dude !
55. What do you drink?
- liquid -.-
56. Whats your kind of beer?
- im underage to drink (:
57. Do u like sushi?
- yepps
58. Do u get your hair cut every month?
- nope
59. Do you go online every day?
- nope
60 .Do you enjoy your personality?
- maybe
61. Do you know anyone that has changed your life?
- yes (:

love , dont love ? love , dont love ?

today was damn tired .

thats all i could say . LOL

drills drills and drills . woah ?

damn tired la . my hand ..

the muscle is popping up now ! hahah

i wanna sleep early :D

tomorrow ? what ? drills again ?!

yeah , and today .. me and debbie are the potential runners .

LOL ! because we ran alot today

kumar la , keep making us laugh in squad

run . then come back , i run again . again and again .

LOL man . heck . hope tomorrow isnt that tiring . if yes , huh ? was this aa band camp or something ?

LOL ! i need the definition of camp (:

oh yeah ! and i found out something ?!

i have 80 bucks ?! omg !!

but im gonna spend at least 10 bucks this week . duh

heck , im saving money !!! yes !! :D

1. What is the song you have most recently been singing to yourself ?

# Paula DeAnda - doing too much

2. What do you currently want right now ?

# heh ! :D

3. What did you do today ?

# nothing much la . daily stuff ..

4. Are you hungry now ?

# i just finish dinner . LOL

5. Did you ever just sit outside and watch the stars ?

# i tried . at those bars , open space area . have a drink and watch the stars at the same time (: so , yeah .

6. What have you been thinking about most today ?

# LOL ! for me to know , for you to find out :D

7. What is your current annoyance ?

# the heat outside . hahah . but now is getting colder . yeah !

8. Do you want a new cellphone ?

# HELL YEAH ! :D hahah . next year man !!

9. Are you waiting for someone right now ?

# heh . somehow ?

10. Name one thing you are looking forward to this week .

# BAND CAMP !! :DD

11. Can you make new friends easily ?

# yes , i guess .

12. What would you do when you friend turned gay/lesbian ?

# WHAT THE HECK ! nonono !

13. Do you plan what to wear the day before ?

# nah . but if its a big occasion then yeah , of course .

14. What is life to you ?

# Life is all about ships . (loveship , courtship , friendship)

15. Have you ever fell for your best friend ?

# a girl you mean ? LOL

16. If you have a chance to safe some significant , will you ?

# DUH

17. How many meals do you eat each day ?

# recently , 1

18. How do you cheer someone up ?

# with something that i think it was convincing for the situation

19. Are you a morning person ?

# im a NOCTURNAL ANIMAL !

20. Is it easier for you to fall asleep or awoken ?

# depends

21. Think of a person , stick with it . you dont have to say their name .

Would you pick then up 100 plus miles away if it was your birthday ?

# if that person dont mind :D

22. Has your bestfriend ever hurt your feelings ?

# yeah

23. Give 2 reasons why you get distracted in class .

# 1. distracted by my heavy eyelid 2 . the lesson . in a sense the lessons sucks and it push me away from paying attention .

24. Do you think its funny when people get hurt ?

# not at all

man ! i slept damn early last night la .

put down phone straight away fall asleep .

obviously im damn tired . LOL !

woke up around 12 + i think .
one of the earliest ever since long long ago i wake up that early during weekends .

my uncle now is at my house .. whee ~

my auntie , was . cool man . was this some sorta family gathering ? hahah !

tonight .. sian la . next whole week must wake up so early lo .

must reach school by 8am everyday ! zzz ..

i wanna sleep la . and i wanna sleep late also . so can talk on phone longer right ?

dang ! next week cannot . -.- hais ..
tonight , i think have nice dinner . yummy :D

You’re so good

today was our SCHOOL'S OPEN HOUSE ?!?!

like dead la . honestly speaking .. DEAD TOWN

like what the hell la .. we kinda playing ourselves to let our own school people listen .

the whole school only like filled with our own students . LOL !

but quite enjoyable la .. overall .. LOL !

hang around with vanessa today ..

kevin came . wearing house clothes . cant enter school .

then he went back and change then come back again -.-

what the , right ? LOL ! i so scared when saying the speech . LOL !

kinda shivering la =X

then saw avriel , hweemin , jieru also . then we talk talk ..

after band . me and jieru went to clementi do some stuff .

then go eat mcdonalds . saw weitian , chat-ed . LOL !

then trained home . now im dead tired . i wanna sleep

3 hours + of sleep last night . what the hell .

today have band , again . LOL !

my finger is like freaking injured la .. me and vernice are dead beat today . drop dead .

tomorrow must go school earlier to write speech .. dang !

im damn tired la !! wanna sleeeep :D

nothing much about today .

and yay ! kumar should be coming tomorrow !! LOL

erm .. yeah . band day . if funny la .. hahah

then went to change my uniform today . chiong until like siao lor ..

then vernice bought hers also ..

yeah . feel like signing off . gonna talk to some people later ? LOL !

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im merely insane ! shit ! i cant believe this man !!!

im actually doing such lame things .. probably im bored ..

walau eh ... tsk ! you quickly ____ __ leh !! ):

today have band again . NEARLY late thanks for the effing bus that ive waited for 15mins -.-

VANESSA ! whee ~ we gonna be partners . LOL

aiya .. today have new movements when playing Shout It Out . DANG !

i cant concentrate ! OMG . cause like move here , stand up there .. shake shake .. LOL ! then blow ..

shit la .. vernice aint gonna stay for the whole day on sat . I NEED MY CLARINET PARTNER !

im so gonna miss her . she's gonna leave around 2 + . shuts !

i wish she could stay a lil longer so that at least i have someone to fool around with .. hahah !

saw jieru and mango today .. we're like crazy running towards each other .. LOL

then saw long lost friend and boon cong . LOL

the speech thing also dont know how la .. hais ..

Kumar is really hell of a funny guy la !

today zhang wang say those to doose . LOL ! then in the squad* ma .. i was like amp chio-ing ..

cause me and kumar know whats wrong then we looked at each other than laugh .

then zhang wang very ps like that ask me , funny huh ? LOL

then i was like , no sir ! then i look at kumar . he geh geh look around elsewhere . LOL !!

then when going home i saw deanna tescelyn and christy .. me and deanna went to eat dinner together .. and talked about our stuff back then .. LOL .

I MISS YOU ):

Paula DeAnda
"Doing Too Much"

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

See you got me all alone

Waiting right here by the phone

For you to call me

Just to hear your voice tone

I keep on wondering if you was even feeling me

I keep on wondering if this was even meant to be

Tell me imma waste of time

Boy you showing me no sign

Is it cuz u on ya grind

Cuz you're always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true

I keep on wondering if you were really coming through

Now here I go again blowing you up

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

Now here I go again blowing you up

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time

And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys

But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you

I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All i can picture is the color of your eyes

and the way u make me smile

I ain't felt this in a while

But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion

Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem

sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem

sometimes I Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

[Baby Bash:]

Just leave ya name and number

And I'm gon holla at cha

Just leave ya name and number

And I'm gon holla at cha

Just leave ya name and number

And I'm gon holla at cha

Just leave ya name and number

And I'm gon holla at cha

Ronnie Ray all day

Women in the hall way,

Ev day losing track of the people tryna call me

Don't take this the wrong way

I been having long days, doing it, moving

Round the town wherever I'm getting my song played

Now here I go again blowing you up

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

Now here I go again blowing you up

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Doing Too Much

okay . its damn cold outside now .

I WANNA SEE YOU !!! shit .

WHEEEE ~ :DD

i just woke up . LOL . i mean 3 pm . hahha .

i was so tired these days .. ouuch ! my thumb hurts man !

play clarinet too much =X too much strength used .

tomorrow to saturday also have band .

saturday is the day liao leh ?! damn ! i so scared la . confirm screwd !

THANK YOU VERNICE for helping me in those flat and sharp fingering .. :DD im getting a hand out of it ! yay !

aiya .. hope that day everything will be fine and smooth .. my thumb also .. quickly recover man !

going out for dinner later .. so sian la ~ dont know what to do now sia .. zzz !

yeah ! Police And Theif is gonna entertain me for now .. :D

CHAOS ~

Day 3 :DDD ( end of day )

1.You’ve arranged to meet a guy/girl at the movies. If you arrive early, where would you be waiting for him/her?

` depends lor . if im early by alot or that person will be late , walk around first ba .. if awhile only , stand there wait la .

2. You’re talking to this guy/girl you like when an even hotter guy/girl sits down next to you! What do you do?

` so what ?

3. You’re supposed to meet your date tonight for dinner. At the last minute, he/she calls you to say she has postponed. What do you do?

` DANG ! if it was a very good excuse , just have to postpone lor . at least not cancelled right ? so .. call for the bill !

4. You’re out with your friends when you bump into a guy/girl you like. How would you react?

` woah ? yes ! i see him ! (:

5. You’re placed in the same group as the guy/girl you like for your science class project. What happens then?

` just get the damn work done .

6 . You’re really tired and getting ready to go to bed when a guy/girl calls you on your mobile phone. What do you say to her?

` depends its who . i will entertain though .

7. You have no plans when it comes to your next date with him/her. What do you do?

` nature takes the cause

8. He calls before your date and tells you that he/she has to cancel because of another appointment. You say…

` another appointment with ?

9. You are out on your first date with him/her and things are going well until there is a sudden halt in the conversation. Why?

` idk man . LOL

10. While out on your date, he/she trips and falls down. You…

` help him up immediately , show concern ..

11. You have finished your dinner and the bill arrives. What do you do?

` pay la ? then run meh ? LOL

12. At the end of a date. You…

` big hug , a kiss ? bye .. not feeling the sense of seperation (:

13. It’s the day after the date. You had a great time but you do not want to come across as desperate. What do you do?

` eh , whats wrong ? wanna safe face ah ? diao .

Mariah Carey
"My All"

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far

Like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your love tonight

woke up and i feel like shit today ! so damn hell tired ..

since a NONG NONG time i felt so tired during the hols . hahah

i saw the volleyballers today ! :DD

then we went for practise . we shift to the hall for rehersal . LOL !

was damn funny today la . walau ! i suay la .. kenna the 'host' thinggy man !

shit ! i dont want la ! i dont know how to talk + dont know what to talk !!

after that play oye como va . kumar ask me be conductor ?!?! i was like WTF !? are you serious ?? he looks damn serious and said , yeah serious . vernice whispered and told me , eh he looks serious .

i gong down there la .. then later say say say .. at last i no need conduct liao ! LOL ! PHEW ! heng ah !

i dont even know how to conduct . LOL !

after we practise go home liao .. im afraid im gonna screw it up on sat ! shit man . hais ..

im soooo tired now . i MUST sleep all the way tomorrow man !! :D nice weather to sleep now ..

Day 2 )):

went to safra today .. *yawns* tired man ..

again , im the only one who gave everyone wake up call . (wake up call , caught you in the morning with another one in my bed , dont you care about me anymore , you care about me ? i dont think so . ) LOL

everyone was late .. Johans claim that he's not . LOL ! then i waited for everyone to come at the playground swing .. WHEE ~

then we walk to the hawker centre . met avriel and casselyn , then we go there together ..

went to eat ice kaCHENG ! LOL ! then went to safra play pool liao ..

played like , 4 games i think ? LOL . like shit . its NOT my day . LOL !

its JOHANS day . that HL guy . LOL !!

then other sit there talk talk . he play with that guy in KA i think . dont know his name .

Johans said he's a NATIONAL CHAMPION of pool sia .. LOL !

then play play .. casselyn wait for her bf there . then went to vivo .

go pasta mania first . DANG ! no student price ): my money just flow like that .. *wah wah*

went to yoshinoya , wenyuan came ..

then did some sorta survey .. then to mcdonalds . then went to vivo walk here and there ..

when we were at the candy floss shop , avriel wanna take out her pouch . DAMN ! ITS GONE ! oops

then we went searching like everywhere , here and there ... walk damn fast .. run run .. see see , look look . LOL

at last still cant find . bobian . consist of $12 , ezlink card worth $7 and library card . hais .

then later casselyn came back to join us again with her gf .

saded la . then me and gary went home first cause we are suppose to be back home way earlier than time we left there ..

im damn tired la ! i wanna sleep ..

tomorrow need to report school at 8am ?! so early la !!

eh , holiday already leh !?!? people !! you know whats H-O-L-I-D-A-Y ?! HOLIDAY ?!

HOLIDAY = GIVE ME A BREAK

where the hell is my break ?! zzz !

Day 1 ):

walau . yesterday was like ... wth ?

went there and then walk in and out of the 'condo' .. i think its just an apartment la ..

then go buy things and stuff .. blah blah blah ..

we play games .. then start bbq-ing ..

the girls were bbq-ing .. and we have no where to stand so ..

we go playground there slack lor ..

at first me and hweemin .. then slowly soo many people come up .. those guys la ..

then we talk there .. listen to songs .. blah blah blah ..

then yeah . something absurd happen . nevermind "/ forget forget forget !

then after that some people eat a lil things .. they said its not cook . LOL !!

then i didnt eat AT ALL .. LOL . we paid $5 for it -.- for nothing .. LOL ! whatever la ..

then after that they say they are hungry .. so we decided to go eat mcdonalds . LOL !

then we went to queensway mcdonalds eat .

the stupid kenneth go flick me , make mayonese on my bag and blah blah blah ..

damn it ! LOL . suck la ! zzz

go home talk on the phone ... blah blah blah ... so tired ..

today have nothing to do at all . dang !

gary's phone left with pathetic $4 ! LOL !! hahah . congrats dude ! :DD

MY STOMACH HURTS !!!! tomorrow going to safra is it ?

JOHANS WONG JIA JUN ! quick leh !!

yesterday didnt post .. after band come home then dinner already so late le ..

so didnt wanna on com ..

yesterday was fun cause laugh alot ..

TODAY

guess what ? i met the 3 babies . whoo ~

i reach school .. walking to school ..

then saw 3 people , looks like hweemin , avriel and jieru .

and indeed it was them man .. we ran to each other as if it was a matrix drama . LOL !!

we are like crazy la .. hweemin , to be exact . LOL !

we too long didnt meet thats why ..

my soul leh .. LOL !

then we hugged tightly like .. wah seh ..

hahha ! LONG LOST friend .. LOL ! few weeks nia . LOL

i was on the phone with priya .

today late for band because of PRIYA !

priya ! THANKYOU huh ? LOL !! she will say N.P. , N.P. hahah !

then band was quite fun today man .. keep laughing like .. OMG . LOL

especially the part when we play viva las vegas .

LOL ! we must say .. "Hey .. (4 counts) Viva ! (1 count) rest 1 Las(1 count) rest 1 Vegas(1 count)

LOL . damn funny la .. until my turn .. the percussionist purposely disturb me la ..

they go slow down the pace like soo slow .. Heyyyyyyyyy .... Viiiiiiiiiiivaaaaaaaaa ... Lassssss ..... Vegas ......... LOL !

then laugh alot today .. kumar damn funny la ..

after band go home ..

damn la ! my mum .. everything also i do still say 'fen gong he zuo'

MY FOOT . hurr .

1C-ians . please take note .

Meeting venue : queenstown mrt station

Meeting time : 1545 - 1600

BBQ venue : Farrer Road , Farrer Court

BBQ time : approx 7pm

Price : Approx $5 - $10

please read the following below for more detailed information .

meet at queenstown mrt station tomorrow .

lionel and i will be there . lionel says people who reach later than 4pm , he will not wait and just leave .

between the time of 3.45pm to 4.00pm is the meeting time . please be punctual .

people who wanna go there themselves , please inform us .

thank you . i dont know how much you guys gotta bring but around $5 SHOULD be enough .

i will call every one of you guys tonight to inform you guys about this even if i wrote here .

this is just for reference . people who wanna make enquiries , please call me at 91285918 .

i will not be online tonight . smses for enquiries will not be replied .

bbq will be held at ms koh's house . at farrer road . condo name farrer court .

Now that it's all said and done

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

I fell too far , was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running

A long , long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you , more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls

Dragged the memories down the hall

Packed your bags and walked away

There was nothing I could say

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of others opened up

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me

Well , I never saw it coming

I should've started running

A long , long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you , more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

Well , I never saw it coming

I should've started running

A long , long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you , more than you know

Well , I never saw it coming

I should've started running

A long , long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you

I'm better off without you

More than you , more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure

I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces

I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

Well I'm putting my heart back together

Cause I got over you

Well I got over you

I got over you

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

damn ! down with fever .

having cold and cough . shuts la !

i hope i can recover soon ..

super dizzy !! zzz

woke up at 12.30 by gary's sms . anyway , thanks .

then watch a show on channel 5 ..

its something like .. a group of people helping the poor to built a house .. thier dream house ..

man ! it was so loving la .. tsk tsk .

im hungry !! haven been eating anything since yesterday 1pm ..

i want food , but too dizzy to cook . DAMN !

Before marriage ..
Darling here .. darling there ..
After marriage ..
Baling here .. baling there ..

Before marriage ..
U DIE , i'll die with u .
After marriage ..
U die , up to u .

Before marriage ..
U go anywhere .. I follow u .
After marriage ..
U go anywhere .. up to u .
So long married ..
I go anywhere .. better no u !

Before wedding ..
U are my heart , u are my love
After wedding ..
U get on my nerves .

Before wedding ..
U are sweet and kind just like Cinderella .
After wedding ..
U are worse than godzila

Before wedding ..
Roses are red , violets are blue . Like it or not , I'm stuck with u
After wedding ..
Roses are dead , I watch blue . U get on my head , I will sue u

Before wedding ..
Every dating he brings u to Shangri-La
After wedding ..
U want to go , he says u "wait-la"

Before wedding ..
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding ..
Don't know whether 'katak' or 'biawak'

LOL ! is this true ? hahah . quite right ? hahah ..

dang ! i woke up at 6 + just because of ............................................

well well .. didnt sleep well , AT ALL . i feel so sleepy now !

but in less than 1/2 hours time i must get out of house to hell ..

LOL ! whoever who called me between time of 5 - 8+ or 9 . you will be unable to reach me .

call me after that .

SHUTS ! THGIEH !

day 2 of missing the 3 babys .

day 5 of suffer , day 10 of blockage .

I MISS AVRIEL , HWEEMIN , JIERU !!!!!!!

i wish they are fine in the camp ...

GOD BLESS

cant some fucking people just get the fucking fact right that friends are more fucking important than any fucking relationship that you are in now cause you will not marry them either -.-
your relationship , i dont give a fuck about it .
but when im fucking here to comfort you , and lend you my ears to your fucking sorrow ..
please fucking not vend your bloody anger on me !
if you expect people to fucking understand it , you must get this fucking right .
put your fucking things and anger aside , talk to your FRIEND with a whole new tone .
because in this world , we dont owe you a fucking thing . please talk reasons !
you break with someone , is not my fucking business .
so cant you just calm your fucking nerves and calmly tell me whats going on so that i could comfort you with the right mind ?
YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THIS !
IM JUST SHOWING CARE AND CONCERN AS A FRIEND TO COMFORT YOU .
NOT TO GET THE FUCKING SHIT AND STUCK UP ATTITUDE FROM YOU !



sorry to other readers who are reading this post . im just writing what the heck is in my mind . cause i seriously cant tolerate such nonsense . sorry .

just came back from safra .

meet godfrey , bunheng , 2 unknown and clarissa

me and godfrey were talking about where to eat .. SO LONG ! LOL

then went to KFC , they ate . me and clar drank .

after that we walk around .. awhile .. we head to the bustop

the bus came on the point we step into the bustop . hoho ! lucky man ..

it was drizzling .. very slight .. forget to bring umbrella .

i went out of my house . shelter .. until the part dont have shelter , i thought to myself , where the heck is my umbrella ? LOL ! then i realise .. i left it at home .

we reach safra .. went to arcade , played basketball .. LOL !

the 2 guys went to play cyber then god , bun , clar and me went to play pool .

somebody said he's gonna cry today because he lost 4/4 games to me ! LOL

today was like pretty lucky ..

theres a guy beside our table kept looking when we play the game . LOL ! i feel weird =X

and ya .. i saw peiyu today again !!!! damn ! we're super fated .

liankiat and friends .. this time favian didnt come . hoho !

then we played for 1 hour , completed 4 games .

me and gary last time play , 1 hour 1 game -.- LOL !

then me and clar went to grab a bite . the guys to play other games ..

felt bored , and we left early .. cause clar need to go home . hahha

shiok la ~ the weather is cold now .. chill ~ wear jacket the whole day sia ..

Hweemin , Avriel , Jieru and other guiding people who went for the camp today .

please take care , come back safe and sound , enjoy your camp aye ?

pray for good weather (: god bless

Hweemin tagged me to do this .

1. Time of starting this?

12 Nov 07 1623

2. Were you named after anyone?

nope .

3. Do you wish on stars?

heh . no

4. When did you last cry?

last week ?

5. What is your favourite meat?

beef steak i think

6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?

not much CDs , so im not embarrassed .

7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?

HELL YES ! :DD

8. Are you a daredevil?

can say that .

9. How do you release anger?

just be it , it'll go off in just a short while . hahah

10.Where is your second home?

school !

11. Do you trust others easily?

yeah . quite lo .

12. What was your favourite toy as a child?

preferably , dont play much toys . maybe cooking ? LOL

13. What subject in school do you think is totally useless?

D&T

14. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

DANG !

15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?

huh ?

16. What do you look for in a guy/girl?

character (:

17. Would you bungee jump?

aww ! i wanna give it a shot !

18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

no . hahah .

19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour?

depends on which brand

20. what are your favourite colours?

black , white , electric/night/baby/sky/lightning blue , gray .

21. What is your least favourite thing?

the thing that i detest most (: LOL !

22. What/Who do you miss most right now?

min min , avriel , cousin

23. What are you listening to right now?

tv's sound

24. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?

black

25. What is the weather like right now?

cloudy and chilly *shivers*

26. Last person you talked to on the phone?

mummy

27. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

eyes , hair and wear

28. How are you today?

darn happy and excited ! :D

29. Favourite drink?

so many la .. depends on mood

30. Favourite alcoholic drink?

Bailey peppermint

31. Favourite fruit?

alot .

32. Eye colour?

black , light brown and blue (not bragging -.-)

33. Wear contacts?

nah

34. Siblings?

none ):

35. Favourite month?

November (cause exams just finish and holiday starts . can slack like hell plus cold weather :D)

36. Favourite food?

alot . depends what cuisine .

37. Last movie you watched?

fantastic 4 on channel 5 ! hahah

38. Favourite day of the year?

depends on the day itself , so no particular day .

39. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?

ehh , i doubt so , whats wrong with asking people out man ? "/

40. Scary movies or happy endings?

scary movies .. LOL ! its more thrilling . happy ending , all predictable ..

41. Summer or winter?

both are nice

42. Hugs or kisses?

hoho . depends on who lo ..

43. What book / magazine are you reading?

none

44. What's on your mouse pad?

shit . of course mouse la ! -.-

45. What did you watch on TV last night?

forgotten

46. Favourite Smell?

hah .

47. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone?

if i would have regret , i wouldnt have done it .

48. Time of finishing?

12 Nov 07 1643

I tag : Jieru , Gary , Johans

HWEEMIN

my soulmate . you better be able to go out on december hor .

if this time still cannot , you really must run out of house already . LOL !

and your goong DVD that made me cry like mad , better get it back , or else , it would be twice . hahah !

AVRIEL

mangoooooooo . i hope your com can reboot ASAP la ..

go eat char kuay teow soon again k ?

our 'er ren shi jie' LOL !

GARY

pleaseeeeeeee hang on boy ! i know you can .

iniciative . c'mon ! :D hope you two can last long longggggggg la .. (:

JIERU

eh you ! stop being another person infront of him can ?

just be yourself , and you'll be loved ! alright ?

NO DENIAL ! (: cause you cant . hahah !

and please dont even give a hell damn on teens magazine .

LOL ! its your faith in him , not in the book -.-

last long longgggggggg with gary yes ? :D catch up soon .

LINGMIN

you are missed !! lil miss important !

hope to see you really soon .
but it all depends on our lady . hahah .

1C`ians

gonna see you guys really soon !

i really miss you guys truckloads , you bet !

but of course , some people are not to be miss , definitely i dont give a damn on them .

17th Nov , a date for us to be together again ! cya soon !

hope everybody could be present , be it people whom i miss or dont .

cause you still deserve it , your bet . you're in 1C . (:

ex-6B`ians & ex ex-5B`ians

aww ! we're gonna meet again in december yes ? :D

i miss some peeps and buddies ! cya around soon guys !

SARAS ! YOU ARE MISSED ! :D

about your hotel .. hahha . erm . tell you what . just come back to visit us !

JOHANS

about the date . i'll confirm with you ASAP .

hope we're gonna have fun .

and maybe , cya during grad day ? :D

i did nothing at all today . other than clean the floor so i could go out tomorrow -.-

what a deal again . i dont mind though . hahah !

i watch a movie called invincible today . nice man !! its cool . hahah

erm .. tomorrow going to safra with bun , god , and one other friend .

yeah ! clar is coming also . i hope her mum wont be so muddlehead , by locking her at home accidentally at home again -.- LOL !

ive got nothing to do now ! BORED ! DANG !

mummy woke me up today and say uncle joe ask us out for lunch .
hoho . actually is next week , then cancel cause have class gathering ...
then at last he still ask us out . hahah .
went to taka eat sushi tei .. then went to the car exhibition .
ate sashimi salas . whoo . cool . appetizing ..

and ate that bake crab . WTH !! nice nice nice !! the crab is from hokkaido .

bake with mayonese with cord fish roll and crab meat on the body !

wah heck . nice like ....... !!!
but i bet for the next few weeks , im not eating any sashimi . LOL
head to vivo after that .. ate doughnut .. hahah .
then walk walk ... went to ZARA . oh yeah !
i bought a long sleeve . eh nice ! LOL .
mum bought her clothes too ..
very tired already .. wanna go home . so went home and rest .. im going offline already .
im not online tis few days cause im lazy to use my com .
then laptop mummy use ma .. hahah .
so yar lo ~ sign off . chaos dude ! :D

woke up today dont know why feel so fresh ..

slack slack slack . reach school at 10.20am .

early by 10 mins .

then kenneth lionel leon came ..

kah hoe came late ..

started the meeting .

DANG ! no girls -.- shuts !

so i was like quiet though ..

perhaps , it was the first time they see me like that ?

then they were like keep on saying i emo-ing .. and stuff ..

keep asking me .. LOL weird =X

i wasnt even like ..... anything ? zzz

then walked to dawson with kah hoe and ms koh .. went to look see at NTUC .

then we went seperate ways .. waited for 30mins then band start .

band was quite fun today aye ? :D

keep laughing after kumar take over . hahah .

then volleyballers go disturb him . LOL !

had 2 new pieces today .

batman thinggy and bring me to life by evanescene .

cool man ~ LOL .

after band went to meet avriel and jieru at queenstown

didnt had anything down my stomach . nothing at all .

not even water . LOL ! siao .

then we ate char kuay teow which have been longing for ..

hahah ! eat le then go home ..

and im bored now again .

CLASS GATHERING

meeting venue : queenstown mrt station

venue : farrer court (ms koh's house)

time : 1545 - 2030 +

agenda : 5pm start ice breaking games ..

7pm bbq ..

after bbq free time

hope to see ya'll there

further information will be forwarded and informed

woke up at 1 today ..

ate a lil porridge .

watch some show ..

now watching The Eye

that show is ... not scary ? -.-

so lame sia .. zzz .. so much story ...

no ghost come out one ..

sian bo ? LOL

tomorrow have band .

before band i have meeting .

need to wake up early again . SIAN !

DANG ! i wanna sleep ..

plus i dont wanna see some people also .. "/

dying of boredom soon .

i know it was a magic , an illusion .

i will just treat , these things have not happen .

not at all .

the memories shall be kept , whereas the pain should be left behind .

let the bygones , be bygone .

LINGMIN ! i tag this from your blog . LOL . im too bored ! :D

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

err , cheeks better :D

2 . A big poofy dress or a short partydress?

short party dress

3 . What would you do if you received along love letter?

cool ?

4. Group dates or single dates?

both :D

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?

cant they just be themselves ?

6. Are diamonds a girls best friend?

nah ~

7. Is your hair up or down today?

up ! so hot ..

8. Do you straighten your hair?

nah ~

9. Favorite mascara?

dont use mascara

10. Do you get your nails done?

nope

11. Small or large purses?

middle ? :D

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?

money , ez link , handphone , key .

13. Jeans or sweats?

both :D

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewellery?

like duh ~ -.-

15. Do you text message a lot?

LOL ! quite ? until reach the limit still borrow phone from dad . LOL

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?

ahh . cute lil dude is on the way to birth ! (of course not saying this at this age .. cause it'll not happen :DD)

17. What’s your favorite color?

black , white , electric/sky/ocean/baby/night/lightning blue , misty grey , cloudy purple .

18. Heels or flats?

flats :D

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

yar !!

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?

i dont even make up .

21. Walmart or Target?

target ?

22. Do you wear collared shirts?

yeah . its nice you know ?

23. Do you like preppy boys?

ehh , so so .

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best?

if i put , perhaps . LOL

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?

i dont wear . i dont wanna cover my eyes !! LOL ! no lar , wear glasses very uncomfortable though its style .

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

40mins ? around there or less .

27 . Do you like to wear band-aids?

nope

28. Do you like skater boys?

cool !

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?

definitely !

30 . Gold or silver?

i prefer silver ?

31. Do you like to receive flowers?

err , maybe something more practical will do . (: but i dont mind also la .. hahah :D

32. Do you like surfer boys?

WHOO ~

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?

nah ..

34. Do you like to wear dresses?

dresses ? only if special events bah ..

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you? 5 (:

36 . In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?

ehh .. no i think . yar ..

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

not too short like , 10cm gap ?! LOL . preferably , okay la ..

wah seh .. another boring day ..

BORING !

early in the darn morning .. 10 +

ms koh sms me ... chat chat .. okay , can sleep liao ..

then kevin , i didnt reply immediately ..

gary .. didnt reply again ..

then i sleep again ..

kendrick cheong !!! call me .. huh ? dont let me kup the phone .. what the hell man ..

make me awake -.- mum called , i got off the bed .. talk on phone for merely .. all the way ... with avriel then kendrick , avriel ...

didnt eat lunch . not eating dinner also .. my so called lunch , eggs .

and im watching goong AGAIN . LOL ! wth . wanna cry AGAIN ! wtf .. zzz man !

cant stand myself .. what should i do ?

tomorrow its public holiday , deepavali . just knew it yesterday .. sian ..

tomorrow going out ? i can leh .. my mum's going to colleague's house .

what should i do sia ? sian sian sian !!

ANYONE TELL ME . WHO IS THE BEST GUY THAT CAN PLAY DOTA IN OUR SCHOOL , SEC 1 . SEC 1 ONLY . PLEASE TAG AT MY BLOG TO FEED BACK . THANKS . :D

tell me , how much tears have i dripped recently ..

i doubt is nothing about my EQ , could it be i have depression ?

is this the symtoms of it ?

consult the doctor .

family member are the best people to go to when you're in trouble

loneliness was never felt till recent .

i wish someone could just intrude into my life right away ..

woke up at 1 + . yesterday was so tired and sick .

had a lilk fever , flu and cough .

tomorrow dont know whether going out or not ..

finish watching goong , third time aye ? hah .

that show sucks because it makes me cry .

LOL ! nice la .. especially the reconcile .. LOL

next year maybe watch again ? hahah .

goong S not nice one .. goong better , so is the actors and actresses .

so lonely now .. zzz .. what to do ?

i rather have lifes when we quarrel or something ?

when we go to school . so noisy .. kenna suan by guys -.-

i miss the days when we are having exams , or maybe before also ..

cause after exams , everyone seems to be ... i dont know how to say .

as if everyone in their own lifes . playing their own games , involving in different things ..

I MISS WONGHWEEMIN LA .

girl , you dont seems to be happy , or high these days yeah ?

hope that you can find yourself back .

and i know when you see me , you surely will (:

just like i find myself back .. with the lame face to show you every single hour . :D

MANGO ! you also ..

look at the bottom phrase , its for you too ..

not me to you .

but me , to you , applying onto others ..

think about it ..

reborn only can happen once in life .

if you failed again , people might not give you a second chance .

the society will not .. but i will ..

just that , chances are rare . it wont be given always . so cherish it .

chances , are to be given more than once .

but to people who take chances for granted ,

are not to be given anymore .

for you should differentiate good from bad ,

you give the right chances , to the right person .