Red or Brown?

So i just dye my hair, quite a big mess.
But now the thing is that... Is it red or it turned out to be brown?
HAHAHA, damn contradicting now!! I think under the sunlight is red but now normal light is light brown.
Like cool only sia (: i likeeee~
So i watched Jackass and Piranha AGAIN with B (Y)
I wish time can pass slower when we are enjoying :/
So he helped me with my hair a little then he had to leave, wtshit. He was goddamn laughing at my hair when i was dying it?!?!?! ahhh!

Tomorrow working full shift... Yay(?) Yay...
But Damon is not working, some other closer colleagues arent working either, sianzxc.
Priya, lets have our own fun tomorrow then (:
Pizza fanatic.
Yesterday pasta mania today Canadian Pizza.
I miss the times when desmond nick gary and i eat pizza like thrice per week or so damn funneh hahaha

Btw, i lost track of my own account. I think i'm only left with one $100 note -.-
Stop shopping? nah... (:

True Friends

Some people believe that true friend exists.
They'd rather believe that it exist than to know the truth, that hurts.
Those are escapist, in a nice way, an optimist.

However there are also people out there that dont believe it exists.
They've been through it too many times that it is just impossible for any further deception.
Those are realist, in a bad way, pessimist.

Between an optimist and a self-deceiver, it differs by a mere thin line.
No doubt, being optimistic is definitely good.
But when you choose not to believe the truth when it surface, you've crossed that thin line.
Initially when you choose not to believe, you'll fall even harder than a pessimist.

It is not necessary for you to have experience it and learn from the hard way to believe something.
Being a meticulous observer, you'll learn from other's experiences...
Wouldn't that make your life much smoother?

Well for my case, i was someone who believes that true friend exist.
Pouring out my feelings, treating the other party with my heart and soul...
What pays off?
I'd pretty much say that it's nothing at all but hurt in return.

Being fired upon on the battlefield of friendship is somewhat worse than a relationship.
A saying goes, "Friends are forever. Lovers are temporary."
You're just another one, which i've been pinning my hopes on, shattering it at the same time.
I told you about my unfaithful friends. I told you what i really dislike how being treated on.
You obviously did not heed my words did you?
You obviously did not put what i say in your heart.
You obviously did not show any respect for me from the start.

So much for calling me your best friend...
Are you really done with all these drama?
Are you done backstabbing and pushing the blame to others?
I guess its time you should talk to me, shouldn't you?
Two weeks have officially passed since the due date which you promised to make a move.
I do take your words for real, just so you know.

Boredom

YAY! I bought a lot of stuff while i go out SHOPPING!!
My mood is so screwed today thanks to someone irresponsible asshole that ditched me for an outing.
Should i rent a booth at Flea with Habibah?? Anyone have things to sell tell me lehh. Make the booth worth (:
Today was totally ruined i was stuck at home watch a truck load of movies and rot on my couch.
NO LIFE!!!
Tomorrow i'm gonna work, i think i feel much more happier working :/
Okay i dont feel like blogging i'm seriously damn BORED now!
Talking to B on skype! BYE

Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Next week schedule is packed to the max.
I was already gonna start working at the Jewel Cable Box and then i have to cancel that job because of my schedule now.
Very much i wanna be a barista, i'm gonna fulfill that in no time.
After working i realise how difficult it is to earn money, but still i wanna pamper myself sometimes (:
I bought Lisse(sp) today! And i'm gonna dye it REDDDDD!!! \m/ rock on babeh!!
Today being the runner i burn my hands x1000 times even when scooping for rice, i swear its damnnn hot.
But never mind, the rice is like free SK2 treatment ^^
Tomorrow hardcore, 10 1/2 hours of work?!?!? not like i really want but, i'm scheduled with it... "/
I hate the closing part of the restaurant, i HATE it!
But all in all, it is a happy working environment. Now that some are leaving, its pretty sad..

I think its time i better get back some life.
How long have i not chill in Starbucks or go catch a movie and hang out at Orchard(last weekend -.-)?!
Its okay, next Saturday FLEAAAA!!!! :D
But Priya thats asshole in on shift, HOW SIA?! Who should i call to go flea with? ):

Happy working tomorrow... Happy ):

Flu

Yesterday was drain... Today is DRAINERRRR!!!!
OMG i dont wanna imagine what will it be like tomorrow, a SATURDAY.
Its a freaking stupid dumb day because many people keep waking me up through phone calls and texts... Thats not it..
I came to realise that i have serious blockage in my nose and i couldnt go back to sleep!
So i thought just nose block oh wells... Then i realise i'm down with flu -.-
This is the shit(bad) man! I had to work today SOOOOO BUSYYY THE WHOLE DAMN DAY with that nose running away from me...
Y'know people who are down with flu should be engage in any tedious activities right? So NOT!
My legs are so numb and it hurts to the core. I hope i'd survive tomorrow cause apparently, my flu has just became worse after all the shit today.

Tomorrow i will wake up early to go for Canon's interview.
Actually i dont really know what job is that that i've applied but anything better than what i'm going through now, i'm gonna quit this freaking job! *fingers crossed*
And my phone's volume button is screwed -.- but luckily it is before my warranty ends... But, i have to put up with that keypad phone oh so cool red and black phone for the rest of the few days without much cool music, so cool.
Yes i'm looking forward to tomorrow (not the job part)
Its a saturday, i should be at Orchard having fun. What am i doing there? sighh... Have fun the rest of of you T.T

Pleasant surprise

I AM DRAINED...!
Freaking hell tired after only like, 5 hours of work -.-
My colleagues are damn funny i swear. I couldnt stop laughing while we learn some stuff HAHAHA!
It is a fast paced working environment. I like he customers there though...mostly are ang mohs ^^
So many chiobu there, i likeee~  So far those customers haven been giving me a hard time and i really have to thank god for that.
My legs are breaking that is damn true, lets see how i'll survive if i work more than just 5 hours. Sounds little but definitely NOT.
The happiest and shock-est thing about today is that some people actually waited for me outside my job place and gave me a pleasant surprise ^^ I AM SO DAMN TOUCHED, seriously... He waited 45mins for me cause i ended 45mins later than expected. Feeling the ultimate guiltiness seeing him standing outside the shop alone when all the shops are closed ): owe him one (:
Damn asshole, my day has ended right! Loveee it!
Tomorrow will be a better day!!


Yes tomorrow it'll be a better day cause i'm finally gonna meet him after soooo longggggg.. Finally...
Hope everything will go right when we meet.
Hope that we can end it off nicely, really nicely...cause god knows, when will be the next time we'll ever meet like this again ):


Bye bye i'm gonna go watch Goong now :P

Fairy tale vs Reality

I must be crazy or what... I've gotta confess that i watched "Goong" for 2 times, and now... I'm watching it AGAIN! :P
That show is sort of the first Korean Drama i've watched and its really nice..
Nice...? Why nice?
Because it draws me away from the reality.
Why are Korean dramas so nice?
Because it seems to be a fairy tale and everyone wished they'd live in, that includes me ^^
Incredibly addictive but i know i've gotta stop right here because i have to work tomorrow.
Yeah screw this man! If it wasnt for working i'd stay up to watch it till at least 6 like yesterday!
Continue tomorrow night? Heh heh! I hope i wont be too tired on the first day of work.

Praying really hard that i wont get blamed by the manager or see colours by the customers.
I claim that it can be contained but... Idk what will happen when the real thing happens.
Maybe i'll feel so dejected and just wanna quit...
Yeah man, it wont be that bad right?!
After all i've got wishes from many of my beloved friends to have a smooth day tomorrow while working.. Thank you y'all! ;)
With Priya there, i can survive. Yes, i can survive! She's like my Park Gae In's Lee Min Ho. Thank god for having her being my colleague in work (:


WHAT THE EFFFFF, i can hear a woman crying now... WITH ECHO...
Holyshit god bless me, i better hide under my blanket now!!!
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! (:

That girl; that disappointment

Hey girl, this is going out to you...

So much for considering if you should clear things up, now i dont see a shit intention from you.

I'm still waiting, i'm telling you this.

Whether you've really have a screw in your brain loose or what, you should really stop making up stories to let others believe that you're the victim.

I dont see any reason why you still talk about this so much and all.

Walls have ears, my circle of friends arent that small either.

Whatever you're doing, people are looking and commenting...

So can you get real and talk with evidence supporting all your imagination?

Enough is enough. It's time you should talk to me.

But well, if you dont bother, neither do i...

It'll probably just seems like you have nothing to rebutt after thinking it through..

Bad conditions

Today i lead a boring, but shiok life...
Since i slept at 6 plus this morning, i made up for it by sleeping in till almost 5pm (Y) love it!
In the middle so many people call me..
Some ass invite himself to my house ;) Some ass called me out prolly wanting to eat meatballz and play with wig again. Some called me to prank me AGAIN. HAHAHA! i bet they're too damn bored man.
Since i woke up till now i just lay around like a lazy pig and all..
I'm starting work tomorrow and suddenly i feel unprepared. Cause i guess i haven had enough of it..
I haven but my black socks and i'm kinda intending to wear other like maroon coloured socks or something.
I hope i dont get caught man.


My throat is hurting like nobody's business since i woke up despite the amount of water i gulp down
Obviously it is due to screaming too damn much last night, that sucks.
Its so dry! But i dont think there's any medicine to it :/
Now i'm watching MTV and i've finished the episodes of drama last night..
Maybe i should start with one new one today (:
I dont think i can sleep so early today since i slept till 5pm.. I shall chiong a few episodes of drama tonight ^^
Playing now: Green Day - holiday
Its an awesome song that i haven been hearing for long...
I'm seriously tired of playing bejeweled on Facebook.
I cant wait for Fleas!! The first one will start next Sat! HELL YES :D


So as i'm going to KL in dec for band exchange, i was kinda forced to play and go for intensive practice next week. 8-5pm dont play play
I really dont feel like, but i think i'm just gonna suck it up and try my best to roughly get what the piece is all about.
Like duh, the last time i touch my instrument was so 7 months ago... I'm freakin rusty now.
Plus the instrument that i have to play is not my forte line so yay, lets see how i'm gonna survive this through...
8-5 (band) 5.30-10.30 (work)
Shag much..?

Trauma & Fun

It's freakin 5am in the morning right now... Ask me why i'm still up!!
Cause i was watching dramas online :P


Today is a happy day...
FUCK NOT WHEN I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE EVERYTHING TURNED OUT GOOD TODAY!!!
I encountered 2 freakin cockroaches. One BIG and one smaller...
It's in my room. Not because it is dirty but oh well... its a longg longggg story to tell.
But seriously FML x1000 I was so blardy freaked out and i hurry called Priya to tell her i'll be late
Of course another reason is that i'm kinda reliant on her sometimes cause she's my closest. Like my BFF, BF and sister.
So i called her i only saw the first cockroach BIG one on my fucking bed side until i saw ANOTHER small one near my mirror i screamed like no body's business and Priya said people around her could hear it over the phone. Fuck man i swear i've never screamed that bad in my whole fucking life. Not even when i encountered ghost.
I was traumatized the entire day. I thought my hair and other's key chains were cockroaches.. I became paranoid, damn paranoid. I had to ask my dad to clean everything in my room with me even the bed sheet that i just changed on Sunday -.- whatever, wait till you experience what i experience before you call me nuts.


Done with cockroaches, now the good thing always happen after the bad (:
So we head down to Bugis and bought hell load of things again.
I couldnt resist buying sunglasses again idk why. I know its a waste of money but those were designed to sync in my face so i had to buy it, i had to..
Black shoes i've bought! Ready for work on Thursday ;)
The worse shit that happen in Bugis was i totally got ripped off but oh wells, i was brave enough to let it off at the owner (fearing that i'll get hack) but, oh heck...!
Super good buy was the jacket! It was a total STEAL!


Spontaneously when the bus came, we switched our destination to Orchard instead of Vivo.
Something really funny happened while we alight the bus (can't really be described though)
We went 313 and i said hey lets shop at Forever 21! Then i thought about it again... Oh, i brought out about $150 with me and now i'm left with $18. I guess i'll give it pass... We went to the basement and talk FOREVER.
So we came to the topic about considering JC again... Yeah man to think about it; it's either Banking and Finance OR PJC straight. I dont care if i'm gonna retain or what but i'm just gonna make my way up to Uni safely...


We went on to Vivo and I had the interview together with Priya (i've passed on Sun)
And yay! she got in too! So both of us are just gonna continue to gay in our lives!
Shit, i have a friend working in that place too. This is kinda embarrassing cause the last time i met him was a year ago :S
Then we went to look for the shop "Gong Cha"
For those who dont know, it is the rival of Koi. It is slightly more expensive here buy a few cents and there's only one size, but the taste of it is really really better than Koi! Not the pearl but the drink itself. Seriously.. I think you guys should try it. The shop is located on Level 1 along the restaurant area.


I'm kinda done bullshitting here. We had a good laugh on the way home too cause of the word "si"!! LAUGH LIKE MAD DOGS!
So ask me one more time why am i still awake now..
Okay the truth is.... I dont dare to go in my room myself because i dont wanna sleep because i'm afraid that the cockroaches will be sleeping beside me!!! I swear i'm still freakin out to the core man. I killed one, but the other is still in there. Just like i was chanting to myself when i killed it, i hope the BIG one will die Die DIE!!
Oh yes i'm damn happy i finally bought Benghao's present!! One load off my head!
When i was shopping i kept saying "Damit man, how? Benghao's birthday today, and i still haven got him his present! Shit man..."
WOOO! The piece that caught my eye i just bought it like IMMEDIATELY. Literally immediately...
I knew it would be the right piece so yeah, i just get it for him (:
Oh wells, even if you're not reading this but just... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ONCE AGAIN! (:
Your awesome 16th Birthday has officially been substituted by your EVEN MORE AWESOME 18th Birthday... The word is substituted... It's kinda sad but oh wells, life goes on... And there's better things in life which you'll encounter. The best of memories i probably left with you was taken awaysubstitited


One more, this is to my friend and it is a HIM.
Dude, if you're seeing this (no way), i hope that you'll be happy
For you have always been doing it for others, its time you should do something for yourself.
Dont swallow your pain, let it out.
I know you dont trust many people, even though they seems to be close to you...
I'm glad that i'm someone whom you trust and no doubt it that,
for i am a friend who'll always be by your side whenever i'm you're need..


Priya i promised this would be a long post! :D
But i broke it up so people who dont give a shit about how i freaked out over the phone cause those cockroaches, they can skip that whole para (: ehh beech, thanks for enduring my horrendous screaming early in the morning. Stay with me always, dont be like those ingrates that truly disappoint me... <3

Gone

She walked in and said she didn't wanna know
Anymore
Before i could ask why she was gone out the door
I didn't know, what i did wrong
But now i just can't move on
Since she left me
She told me
Don't worry
You'll be okay you don't need me
Believe me you'll be fine
Then i knew what she meant
And it's not what she said
Now i can't believe that she's gone

 

McFly - She left me

Nostalgia

Boy, i wonder how you're doing...

Finallehhh

It's been more than half a year and i'm finally gonnba post something in this blog again. Yes its gonna revive but no one can track me though google or whatever shit. Only people who knew me well 2 years back will know this blog exist so, hahaha Priya you're the first! :D


O levels have finally ended and thank god about that.
And gonna start work almost immediately on thursday with PRIYAAAA!
I'm not gonna say where hahaha, later people come stalk and make fun of us.
And i'm finally running short of money now. I'm gonna work to earn those cash for shopping ^^

Friendship is in a big mess now.
Actually it doesnt mess me up or what, it's just that... Too many things are going on now.


It's Benghao's birthday tomorrow and i haven got him the final present -.-
Damn sad, actually i already bought but damit, he wont fit in there.
Since i'm short of money now, what can i buy that's appropriate and presentable enough huh?
Sigh... this is nerve wrecking.. have been shopping for like 2 or 3 days yet still cant find something suitable and new :/ ITS TOMORROW?!

How's the blog now?
Without any tagboard, music, link, profile or whatever shit.
Hehe, priya you can still COMMENT on the posts (: