Woots, christmas eve was i-quite-like-it (:

First benefit from Eric though :O hahaha! And Nelson the Mr Counter is like BLURZXZX! Played pool for super long and i cant damn believe it man. I lost my default a few times...no, almost every in fact... And how careless i was to comb my stud and the whole thing fell off, it hurts like nobody's business and it was so red and burning! whoa... Im still thinking if i should pierce my tongue, maybe not already.. too common.. but nowhere on my face man! Not naval anymore too, cause high chance of getting infection :O

Today's christmas anyway, so... MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL :D

& thanks for the gifts, chocolates and all (: love em

Erm, i wanna go shopping...? i have been a really good girl after going out so many times! Jas have to cover my eyes, Priya have to pull me away from the shop and stuff... HAHAHA! joke la ;D Mei Hui just asked me out tomorrow, woots! But can i go out? maybe my parents want me out. And the scariest of all is that LS just called me, what the.... "/

Hweemin just said that her name aint big enough so, HWEEEEEMINNNNNNN, can you see it now? HAHAHAH! :D

Anyways, there was a super hot guy standing beside me in the super crowded bus and......

Eh, wong, i think i got affected by you :P

HEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D Bye y'all, i enjoy whatever thats happening NOW.

P.S. Im having a study group with Joel :O LOLLL!

Lee Min Ho needs a girlfriend to clean up his room?

WTHECK, doesnt he know that there's such thing as MAID??

& im so catching Sherlock cause its taking Avatar downnnnn the box office.... WOOTS! :D

Who's going?? I'm on it!

OMFG?!?!?! I JUST GOT ANOTHER PIERCING WHICH I HAVE LONGED FOR LIKE FOREVER AND MY MOM JUST AGREED AFTER A FEW MINS OF DETERMINATION. THIS ROCKS! \m/ BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER!!!

Nothing could spoil my mood today cause im simply too happy. Me and priya couldnt stop smiling and lauging because we cant believe it. I was staring at the studs, next min i got the name card from the lady... We went downstairs and my heart felt so itchy then i started calling my mom and kinda pestered her and she keep saying no and i keep saying why... Few mins later, she kup my phone then i call again and finally the BIG word YES came out of her mouth. WHOOHOO! holyshit, damn happy!

And i had a great night yesterday talking on the phone, smiling and laughing.. Nights like this are much better off, so relaxing and without any worries! Awesome! Just love it the way it is but things are not gonna be the same, just in no time.. N, i found your blog already la! LOLL, loser.

Min, its good to talk to yesterday cause your life kinda suck just as badly as mine. And your advice are straight forward enough that i dont have to think twice. Happier with him, happy without him. Life's just as fine aye ;D i hope yours too! Just talk and bitch to me if you want cause we're soulmates for life <3

Priya papaya my fiancee/fiance is leaving the country just tomorrow abandoning me with the piercing. Hope she can get back before next monday and lets boast it to the whole world, the couple pierce ;P Take care when you're abroad, miss me and take care of your piercing too! Dont let it get infected aye (: muackzxz! :-*

I wish you were never back, dont come back to me.

Believe me, i just went to read something that i know i shouldn't, again. Honestly, i feel that im a bitch about 9 months ago.. A piece of crap which i will screw the shit out her, if i was who i am now. I dont exactly know what caused my bitchiness towards you 9 months ago, prolly that really shows how tired i am and sick of it, totally, that i completely lose my mind. Excuses aside, i still feel that i shouldn't have, treated you like that. I thought i was cruel, insensitive and irrational.. If i can turn back in time, i will not have done all these.. I'd have been more sure than that, and treated you differently.. Its my fault, i apologize. If you allow me to, ill make it up to you...

provided that if you still read my blog...

I finally realise how sweet you were to me, yet i did not cherish it.

So much for teaching you how to, speak for myself.

sometimes it just suck to be accused. i really hate that feeling. when you cry, people say its crocodile tears. you cant scream your frustration, people will tell you stop acting.. screw them, they know nothing..


the only one day that im staying at home for the whole of this week. i was so tired but i only fell asleep at 4 am -.- and i woke up at 2 pm? LOL! wtpig. tomorrow i have to wake up pretty early to help myself around singapore, aimlessly. we do have an aim but me and priya dont exactly know where the place is, alright... its all for band "/ and she's abandoning me in singapore this christmas, thanks uh! and recently im so hooked up with MCR again, why every december i dont it -.- cancer, the ghost of you, disenchanted, helena.... i still prefer MCR to Green Day. Everybody complaining to me how lifeless they are, staying at home almost every other day. im so glad of myself that im busy every day, but...not for long.. When school reopens, curse entertainment, curse free time, curse any other activities other than studying.. its not gonna happen so i will learn how to start hating it (:


i miss hweemin, soulmate still. but she doesnt wanna hang out with girls. HAHAHA! hweemin love malays, BOYS. not girls. so ill just see her when school reopens and hang out during that longgggg 1 hour lunch! oh man, i wish my boyfriend is in sec 4 man -.- LOL!! what a nice duration to spend... but screw lunch next year "/
i miss jake too, but he's busy with his games and stuff.. poor him, the next time i see him i gotta dote on him because he's not that healthy now ): hope he recovers soon, and please get out of game life and back to me!! D: bet he doesnt have time to read my blog now, too... he's gonna start talking bullshit to me like, finally you admit you miss me! i know you always think of me i know you love me and all the shit... LOLL!


the idea of bbq will be aborted. cause im too lazy to order the food and organize it though i have the help from N. and N cannot watch movie for some reason during this period of time. So, countdown will be bubbling at vivo! :D or maybe not... i bet it'll be so PACKED -.- i just remember, last year's countdown also at vivo 0.o zzz.. i wanna watch sherlock holmes, not exactly for avatar. & i think adam lambert looks super funny and weird before he started becoming famous.. HAHAHAHA! without the make up, he looks funny, too.. omg, lol! Simon Cowell stood up for him when he sang mad world, wow!

The hardest part of this, is leaving you...

Aimless saturday...
was suppose to go JB with parents to shop but i didnt, stayed at home and chill. the weather's awesome today, wore my thick long sleeve out, comfy~ downloaded damn alot of songs, i just realise that i know so many songs but i dont know the title of it. tomorrow will be a busy sunday going here and there get my phone done and everything and uncle coming over for dinner with us. just tell me why saturday's tv prog sucks to the core..


next monday is band and im finally stepping into school again after 3 weeks. but first, i have to cure my insomnia first. i just couldnt sleep?! keep thinking about stuff, so much to think about. does someone have the remedy? and i kinda have to wake up early tomorrow to wash my mom's car and get ready to go out "/ ill be ultra panda tomorrow.


talking about this cliche: love is blind
is it really blind, or is it that we know that it will be a wrong decision, but because we want things to happen the way we want it, knowing that its irrationally, we chose to be blind momentarily. and when the time we say that love is blind, we already regret what we have decided.
conclusion: love is irrational



You made it clear when you said, "I just don't love you no more."

I'm just wondering if you still read my blog...



dang! i totally cant believe that all pits in singapore are booked during christmas eve!!
suppose to have a bbq with the Punggols this christmas eve... so nice of a guy to suggest the bbq at west coast instead of east coast taking me in consideration but!! no pit at west coast, east coast, changi, pasir ris, punggol, labrador park and all the shit. how the hell could this be man? omg, emo shtyzxz!! and now he just suggested countdown for bbq! woots!! im on it! since this year's countdown wont be the same as last year's anymore...


have been really confused over some matters. alright, assuming that you dont read my blog, ill blab everything out here. so that freakin 11 letters really made me wonder. are you lying to me or what? i really dont know. i think no matter what, im gonna get to the bottom of this. it cant just drag on like that because this is not the way i should deserve from you. thanks to you, you made me do so much brain work! its inevitable to think of it, duh. so the only way to ask you in your face. i dont care if you're happy or sad, angry or whatever attitude. for MY sake, finally, i will persist on knowing whats going on. so much that i trusted you, not a liar. prove to me you are not, or this world is just too unbelievable. Maybe its true, i can't live without you.


lonely christmas, i gotta admit it for this year. so contrasting from last year's. omg. everyone is just out of country. i should be at the freakin airport now, getting ready to go for an 8 days trip to hongkong and macau!! but my mom is too busy to leave the country... -.- sigh... thanks uh


school's starting soon, cant believe it. hello, i haven done any of my homework? ill be skinned alive when school reopens. O level's so doom, i doubt ill score well at all, seriously... everyday end school at 330, just let me whine. my new year resolution, i think ive thought of it. I shall be more discipline and hardworking next year (:


i wanna buy my bag soon, time? band's next week, finally my instruments again. just wishing that there's no hell. and im so EXCITED, seeing priya ***** next year. WOOTS!!! :D bye!

now i finally have the time to read other's blog and im kinda in love with it. i am too much detach from the world right now and this sucks. i dont feel like maintaining this dumb blog so perhaps im gonna remove tagboard and blogskin, just make it plain. just bloody blog and you guys read it if you want and thats the end of my blog. how do you guys find it?

New Moon was yeah. not bad. but the day was...
(what can i say to describe?)




sunday was yesterday and first ride on my mom's car?
awesome fast, thats my mom, duh... LOL!
went to aunt's house at night and got some cash? 0.o whoo~
talked on the phone till 3am plus
and i gotta say thank god, or else i would definitely get insomnia
luckily he talked to me, thank you! (:


went gym today with Jas and to Redhill market to eat
that sweet bitch bought my chocs from KL (: thanks alot bimbo! :D
and now i have to prepare dinner? like wthell??


im quite uncomfortable with almost everything now
especially with 3 different people..
and anyway, i am really excited to meet the Jarkata fell's this wednesday
some people blame me for not going to those previous gatherings..
so im definitely going now cause i organized it to make it up (: HAHAH!
YAY, hopefully Mr Imran's coming :O

Jarkata-ISSFAC, me in Kwok Onn's cap, Juvenile Court image(said Mr Shang)
Halloween at ACM

I was wearing something with hood today, walked in the rain, forgotten about my hood "/ how dumb

though im gonna watch New Moon tomorrow, but im gonna miss the marathon on MTV, daim!

and i kinda wanna rush home to watch white chick again tomorrow and lmao. haha

met Mei Hui at queensway's bus stop today and we ate curry chicken rice for lunch (:

he kinda laughed like hell, more later on.. haha

so we proceeded down to peninsula and i went to my cousin's store and i didnt get what i wanted so did Mei Hui ):

but we cant stop laughing, more of her? okay no, she says that my screw went lose when i come back from KL, so yeah..

anyway, i went to blogshop just now and realise that one fella went to prom in a blogshop dress, $25. i think its quite, funny? "/ whatever

then we proceed on to Vivo and LMAO again. too bad i cant ROFL. hahaha!

had a great time today with her anyway (:

21st we're going Vivo again. and she want her birthday present to be me accompanying her to see her aunt and treat her to Mac, how gay. LOL! GAYSSSSSS :D

Tomorrow my mom's gonna go collect her car

Car = tragic. i dont like the idea at all..

well, Priya just came back from OBS and i finally got to talk to her! :D

Wee Keat too.. daim me, i went for Jarkata, or i should be there.

but i had fun too, so yeah... at least i dont have to pick up someone else's faeces? HAHAHA!

and now that i learnt about this guy being so stress, i feel so bad for him ):

please pull yourself together and make it through..

the weather's pretty chilly now, i need my quilt... *shivers*

i have to sleep early today, force myself to

cause somehow my routine went upside down since i return from KL

tell me when can i possibly start picking up my books?

yeah! \m/ ive finally settled down and officially start slacking!
i woke up at 3 plus today, no kidding..
because of the awesome weather and the right ambience, i seem to be unconscious on bed
somehow or rather, this stupid blog just doesnt allow me to post pictures, so screw that part
was suppose to watch New Moon with 2 fellas today..
but because im watching it this saturday with some loser that wont visit this blog, i declined their offer.
just came back from KL not too many days ago and was down with flu throughout the holiday
but who cares about the bad flu, shopping killed the mood-iness..
now check out my room, i swear it had never been so messy in my entire life.
one BIG pile of new clothes laying somewhere, un-hang. cause i do not have enough hanger
i haven eaten anything since i woke up, im starving!
parents just went out to pay for the new car.
daim, my parents are buying and car! i dont like the idea, totally
i wish we never own one, swear.


so sherman is my first reader for this post? NAH! me first :D
wells, happy birthday Kevin. cant use that name cause everyone knows your birthday, though i wish i could use that name cause i like it better (:
currently my phone have contacts like Alice, Edward, Carlisle, Esme, Sam, Laurent and Jake..
only Jake knows that he's Jake. the rest dk. hahah!
Edward has been there, without anyone knowing... the rest just added last night..
All have different characteristics, thus they are name after whatever name they got
i feel like eating porridge now.


tomorrow im going out with Mei Hui! :D im excited!
first time going out one on one with her, its been a long time since i visited her blog too.. haha
Peninsula tomorrow (: queensway for lunch first :D
looking forward to saturday! SHOW... (:
uploaded alot of pictures on facebook, go there to check it out instead


oh, never forgotten the date with VANS, love it (:
Gerald dad should get himself free someday too
Band camp was pretty successful i gotta say
just talked to Bingru online and i feel better..
Jas is away at KL
Priya's at OBS (i was suppose to be there with you ): sorry... hope you have fun)
i totally miss that girl, she better be first to contact me once she touch her phone (:
Bille's phone got stolen and he'll get a new one this saturday
im excited, because at last, he's changing plan...
but, im changing in mid dec too, to unlimited to everybody. hahaha
i know i have to start studying but its like, hello??
i cant even remember what are my homework and i lost way too many lessons during NCO camp. sigh... Coretta needs to buck up
some asshole is struggling with his work, in case you see this... good luck and dont be too stressed up (:
Rafael's at Phil's and not sure if he's gonna be back
all my friends are gone ): they better be back soon!
Jas is so going to be an aunty for me :D
Sherman, how you like the post?
too detailed right? you dont know anything right? HAHAHAH!
always in touch with clarissa, and i want us with hweemin to go out one day! MUST! :D
oh, NCO Platoon 2 gathering and most of all, ISSFAC people!!! (:
miss em' all.

I wanna know what love is