B is so sick

and it hurts me a lot seeing him like that ):

so much that he suffered

the sour and bitter feeling , eee

indescribable yeah

hope he get well soon

cause its exam period too

be strong baby ! i'll take care of you (:

i wish i can see you in school healthy and active everyday

so do me a favour by loving your body more ya ? (:

IMY

ILY

INY (:

good night

sleept tight

___ dreams ;D heh

today was an average day

shall not elaborate much though

whole day was damn hot , it burns my brain

B is sick ): take care baby !

he went home at the last period

i had my remedials and went to his house

cab there , cost me a friggin $9.20 ?

thanks to the singh that drove me there

instead of the route from commonwealth to holland then sixth ave

he go to the longer way from chatsworth road to tanglin mall , exit from grange road , to end of holland then to bukit timah and then sixth ave . so far luh -.- he crazy

went there , B aint doing that well .. after that slightly better , and not very good again

while he was resting , i have nothing to do so naturally i studied ? LOL

not really ah , i just do some maths question

all those we do before one .. so just redo and try ah

after that home , dinner . and now im here to blog a lil

yup , thats all for today . BYEE

I wanna hold you till I die

Till we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

no matter what , you'll still have me

lets summarise
totally had no mood to blog in precise
today is just an overall shitty day
broke down . cock up
pain in my ass , idiotic
clueless , devastated
stuck up , give up
dont understand ? no idea
whats that ? think again
cant get it , forget it
thats about it . yeah
bloody day indeed
bye

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know i'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

like i said
when will the understanding start to grow
as if time wasnt the factor at all
think again
just like any other humans , you and me
time is a factor to consider for everything
you dont understand , the giving of time

alright , just like predicted .. clar's aunt called again
the conversation is damn style woots ~
Clar's Aunt (all in chinese) : hello , is your mum at home ?
me : err yeah , hold on (mum , clar's aunt wanna speak to you)
mum : tell her dont waste my time , i wont entertain her
me : she says she wont entertain you , so stop calling
CA : if she dont wanna talk to me ah , i will go look for the principal tomorrow (threaten eh)
mum & me : go la !


lol , funny right . she so throw face (diu lian) la !
she think she can threaten us la . like hello ? you're talking to the leongs ! LOL
so yeah , looking forward to see her acting like a mad dog in school tomorrow . ahahah !
she's a crazy woman la . my mum was saying she's acting like a bitch , like everyone of us said .
even from an adult's point of view . so dont blame us for calling you one cause you're a potential
LOLers . yeah
my mum is so cool .. she says if she dare to harass me or give me a hard time , she's not gonna have any good one's either .
its like who is she to waste our time and preach us ?
she's just a nobody yet she think she is
she dont earn any of our respect , she dosesnt realise .. tsk tsk
maybe she treat us like some baby sitted dudes . LOL overpowering us



cranky aunt indeed , putting aside
ive been trying hard to mug .. LOLL
i did like a few questions of maths only , good job !
at least i bother to touch the papers luh ! great sense of accomplishment indeed . LOL
yet im gonna put in more more more effort . its needed yes i know
so i will study ? next week ? yeah
i feel the threat of the time . its next friday that we're talking about
less than 1 week yeah . good luck people ! MUG ! ;D

cause i cant wait to fall in love with you

you cant wait to fall in love with me

this just cant be summer love you see

this just cat be summer love L-O-V-E

erm .. do yall know what this phrase from summer love actually mean ?
lol , interpret the last two lines again
B , cause this just cant be summer love
its a long term four season love (:



right .. lets start of the day , i was blowed up by clar's aunt , again !
damn her la . dont know what she want ah . keep calling
i was having a good dream about B if im not wrong ..
and i was so friggin tired la ..
she called me at 9 + ?! ass !
whats the problem man . she keep insisting on my mum calling her
so at the later part of the afternoon , i decided to tell my mum about this
cause i was free , so we were standing together then i tell her
as ive said , my mum will tell me this .. and she really told me this ..
ask her go to hell la . she think she who ? want me to call her i call ?
she dont care , i must talk to her right ? i also dont care ah ! like i care ..
you tell her stop calling hor . she wanna go look for principal or what , just go !
at the end she'll be the one loosing out , cause she's the only one who say she hear it
no prove or evidence yall say vulgarities . 1 vs 8 , crazy
LOL , my mum so cool la . thats what i say also . like mother like daughter . ahahah
so in any case she call me to pester my mum to call her again , should i say to hell with you ? LOL


so i woke up at 2 ? the aircon people came .. service my aircon
now is effing cold . real cold air man .. lol
so i talked to B on the phone and stuff ..
talk quite long while he's playing game
funny conversation though ..
5 plus .. prepare for dinner ..
just finish dinner and im effing full ! damn !
was playing around with my flute too , oh so cool ! ;D
i didnt study today . well well .. im so dead
good luck coretta LYT , for your MYE . thats gonna be my DOD "/

I never really knew you

You were just another friend

But when I got to know you

I let my heart unbend

I couldn't help past memories

That would only make me cry

I had to forget my first love

And give love another try

So I've fallen in love with you

And I'll never let you go

I love you more than anyone

I just had to let you know

And if you ever wonder why

I don't know what I'll say

But I'll never stop loving you

Each and every day

My feelings for you will never change

Just know my feelings are true

Just remember one thing

I Love You

i was being random .. hurhur
nothing to do ah , so just yeah ..

this song , the lyrics quite cool
and im into this song .. yeah
is in my playlist


How about a round of applause
A standing ovation


You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out


Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow


Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on


And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow


And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me lets here your speech ohh
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation


But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

shawty get low low low low low low low low :D
that si pai kia . LOLL
BFF , best friends forever . really had great time with you guys though its a rush one . had beautiful memory . so thanks for the memories yeah (: thats what we call bro and sis ! ;D
YO !
look at that lecherous smile of chester . he goes BHB-ing . thank you thank you ! LOLL
thanks mango for the edit ;D i'll remember you (:
yes , the olden days ;D courtesy to mango for editing again
super random yo ! LOL
cool aye ? ;D LOLLL ! look at the height difference among all against hweemin . LOLL . cant help not noticing it . bloody obvious . ahahha !
THE CLAY MARBLE leaves the memory to ALL of us ;D

CHEEZ !
;P
random shot , nice one though

look at my baby boy ;D cutie
HEEEs
right , blurred version
twist !
yeah i know my hair is in a big bess . LOLL . so it wong's like always . ahahha !

that hottie with the rubrics . sad sad , its lost . well dont worry baby , the new one's gonna come soon :D hahah
at the columbarium
took this , focus on the fire . cool and BIG !
HB , HB and SHB
heh , hiding away from camera . LOL

HEH ;D
OOOH
cute aye
weird ? 0.o hmm
peek-a-boo !

finally i had time to post those pictures . my lappy is going flat .. LOLL .

but saded . no time to edit , sorry yeah .

REJOICE ! ive got my flute ! :D yeah hoo !

after all the arguements and stuff .. like finally

it cost me $568 ? its like quite okay le ..

woah , there goes half a thousand , GONE ! LOL D:

but im happy happy happy ! so gonna perfect it

daniel was being very courteous today , hahha

today on the journey to IMM was pretty funny
was rushing for time like hell , took a cab to IMM

half way along clementi .. this conversation took place ..

mum : erm .. uncle , can you drive a lil faster please ? cause we're rushing for time ..

(when my mum say this , he was driving at a speed of 50km/h . the road ahead was all clear and it green light)
Taxi Driver : how to go faster ? you want me fly ah ? (the GL tone)
mum : no ah , as in im just asking you to accelerate a lil

TD : how to go faster . just let me drive la . you shut up la !

mum : eh what shut up ?! i merely asked you to drive faste do you have to scold me ?

TD : you shut up and let me drive la . dont talk so much .. i dont like this kind of noise !

mum : what are you talking about . stop being rude okay . you're getting ridiculous
TD : you shut up hor . you talk somemore ah i tell you ..

me : uncle , you better shut up know . you scold until very happy right ?

mum : you stop here and let me get down the car

TD : okay la ! go la !

(went down the car ..)

TD : mummering ........ fuck la

(im getting off the car , wanna close the door already)me : fuck you la ! (slam the door close)

then after that i told my mum he scold vulgar language . tell her i scold him back .. LOLLL !

then she go call LTA , her friends there then tell and gonna report to comfort delgro . AHAHAH !

serve that bastard right . he was just being ass . hahaha ! i keep laughing when i think back . lol

reached IMM , saw zen and enik . went up to the store ..

got my flute .. oh so cool . talk abit .. mum left , stay there awhile to wait for B

yeah , B called and he's here ! so went for lunch later ..

took shutter bus cause lazy to walk . went to jurong library today

did the math thing again .. like okay , finally i understand at that point of time

i cant imagine if i do it again tomorrow , totally forget lo . LOLL

heck it la .. damn jialat . i need to fully concentrate then i can do it well , i need concentration like hell man .. lol
then went to the mall beside the library .. i dont know what la

quite boring .. nothing much . and all the cheapo stuff . saw enik and zen again and dawn and friends .. LOLL . saw joshua today also , hahah . changed alot indeed

went off from there .. waited for bus with B then i went off .

homed , blah blah blah .. im tired now . yeah . super tired

i wanna study leh ! LOLLL , sounds like its not from my mouth isnt it ?

oh yeah . didnt make it to bras basah today . ahh , damn . the math book , forget it la . lol

but i dont care what they say

im in love with you

they try to pull me away

but they dont know the truth

okay . B , Mango and Alien just went home , sent them off to mrt station
today is a tedious day like duh
kevin help me buy red bull which cost $2.80 ? so ex luh
so i was honoured as wong and kevin was waiting for me at the bustop


went to meet mr lee with a whole big gang of dudes
clar's aunt is fucked up . we're suppose to go up to her damn house to explain to her whats goin on
but hello ?! my precious time aunty ? LOLL
and the best thing is that in the afternoon .. she called my house phone and talk to me rubbish
like its the 5th time ? fucked up . and have all rights to hang on her
i swear the next time she start talking rubbish i will hang
she wanna complain to principal or mr lee right ?
sorry , there's no rule stating that when other people's guardian are intruding into my privacy i cannot hang up phone . LOL
and the best thing is that she ask me mum call her ? like is she retarded or what ?
i was like .. -.- there will be three situations
1. i wont even bother to tell my mum about it . i find it lame , whats more its my mum -.-
2. i tell her , she dont give a damn
3. i tell her she scold me and waste my time .. call her up to ask her whats the problem with her . tell her off for scolding me and wasting my time when she's a nobody at all
cause i have my rights not to entertain her , but i choose to show her a lil respect cause i give clarissa face ah . the whole gang of us is damnn fed up with her
make a mountain out of a hill . lame shit childish freak .
she claims that she's young .. oh please ! LOLL


sing national anthem like countless time , nevermind
but our class have to stay back after school to sing . LOLL . lame
GS like 10 mins only . hahha
math mock test , screw it . damnnn ! im so dead for MYE
MT , nah . nothing much .. D&T !
its suppose to be so fun . and i dont know where my project is ?
like somewhere out there ah . LOLL
fook man ! then like that i got 0 for my project work ? ASSHOLE !
and my idea generation is baddd . mind maps and orthographic drawing is power !
so the test i just pass nia . for the idea generation .. i anyhow draw rubbish . LOL
also dont know what i drawing sial
im like so dead la . gonn aget F9 for D&T liao .
so today at the D&T room , i helped people do their stuff ..
cut the thing and everything nicely done . so kind of me ! ;D LOLL jkjk
yeah , so i helped others but not myself . there's no way to ): hurr
so i walked around sing and crazied . sweep the floor for my classmates (:
and mr imran cracked a joke , then talked to him about music and lots more ! ahhaah . cool
sang mari kita , monotonously . LOLLL . jialat la . laughed . hahaha


then chiong lit project all the way ! presented like short and yucks . LOL
then they go my house and everything blah blah blah .. yeah
then now im hungry . haven eat lunch . LOLLL . byeeee !

lets summarise today ..
B didnt come school as he was sick . saddd
today was friggin cold and rained heavily
damn heavily .. cows and donkeys . LOLL
english was fishing boring till i sleep ..
math was , LOL ! ive learnt something
thanks to clarissa who guide me through
and B for guiding me at the front part . hahah
recess was gawdamit cold
history was like PW , shit it . not complete . so gonna do it like tomorrow
sci was talking time . slack like hell
my test , 16.5/20 . not bad aye ? ;D HEH !
SE , super helly bored . PW , slack like shit


after school B came school
pass me a triangle , the guardian angel for love , says him . LOL
so we named him bengel . HAHAHAH ! cool name isnt it ?
look who's the people who gave it the name ;D hahah
chiong to habourfront , eat mcs . B came too !
later then he cabbed back to school for oral
chat alot about the project and started having fun making props
was gawdamit rushing .. and i swear clar's aunt is damn .... im speechless
so lame , lame and still lame .. whatever -.-
she kinda got us into trouble , maybe will get counselling shit . LOLL
finish with our thing , took memorable photos , cool !
all sorta funny posts . alright , firstly i took it cause it wasnt close up
second its with a group of dudes . YAY ! great man
the only kinda photo i take ? LOLL
and its so damn cute and happy . oh today is a happy happy day !
went to vivo , walked around with kah hoe and chester
thanks for their company . cause ill be like hanging around in vivo alone if they are not accompanying me ..
so we went to challenger and i suck in controlling the game .. LOLL
after that went to eat dinner with mum at sushi tei , she wanted to ask B along if he's with me . lol . cooliozxz
so ate abit only . cause im still damn full after taking my lunch .
walked around , here and there ..
saw this shoe at tangs quite nice . tell mum and she was like okay , buy . LOL
she trust my taste , dont she ? hahah
and the sales girl was one of our queenstown senior , whoever it is . ahhaha
chatted a lil . and i like her english .. cool one (:


i showed my mum bengel when she was shopping-ing .. LOL
and she say its cute . i told her the meaning of bengel
and she went .. uh huh .. LOLL ! purposely tell her ;D heh !
then she show to her friends . LOLLL ! and they were like , guy give right .
i amp chio-ed like shit . ahahah ! cool cool cool
wait i forget what i wanna blog . but its okay , heck ! hahha
MYE is coming soon right ? think so ..
not yet prepare , so cool huh ? like real . im so dead la i swear
math and sci , heard that its gonna be tough
definitely literature for me is tough too , cause i didnt read the damn book . AHHAAH ! power !
and im still considering which flute to buy
its gonna cost me some blood to be sucked out . damn
but for my passion , why not ! ;D
right , shall say bye now ..
ill be staying up till quite late to complete the damn literature project
like wth ? WHY ME ? grrr , i wanna sleep ah ! *yawns* damn tired .. lol

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even though saving you sends me to heaven

& im so gonna say thanks to B

cause he's sharing my stress with me

he's gonna help me in my revision

thus i can feel less stress about it

im so lost in the middle of the exams

cause i have little time to study

im so gonna get serious now

cause i know , i can do it

if only i want , then i can

dont act like a victim when you're not
look who's the innocent one here


right good spammer , friggin left my blog without an end to it
what for spam ? are you mad ?
like probably you've realise what you're doing is dumb and childish
like a fool "/ wasted our time to entertain you
thank us yo ! hahaha .



right .. now im gonna post about yesterday !
tuesday , nothing much yar ..
sleep like hell in the class
oh and my poor baby is sick ):
take care darling ..
so after school went to library with B
after that he went to my house
and off he go ! home .. LOL
suppose to have tuition but too sick
i was very tired . talked like 1 hour ? then i sleep lo



today .. gosh ! hot like some shit la
as the temperature rise , so is my temper . LOLL
im going crazy like real soon in the class man
screaming for cold air instead of the hot warm feeling around me .. eww !
eh , damn ! im like gonna be known as smart soon ! ahahah
despite of my laziness .. they know it
or else i will score straight As .. LOL ! but sorry , was i even aware of MYE ? ass !
i think i should really buck up . gosh
WAKE UP CORETTA ! WAKE UP PEOPLE ! its MYE !
i haven do nothing at all .. didnt prepare , didnt revise .. totally nothing la !
and my literature ? ahahah ! im so dead luh . fail fail fail ! gone case !
math was like -.- today . i just realise ive forgotten everything that ive learnt in the earlier part of the year ?? DAMN ! lol


after school , camden and sherman intend to spar ?
gawdamit lame . shall not say that much about it "/
after that .. hweemin , clarissa and jieru came over to my place
B come when we were eating .. LOL !
had fun while doing project , not bad ah .. LOL
my bed ! aww . friggin seductive to all guests . AHAHAH !
everyone who comes my house says its cozy and homey ! ahahha !
cause its coretta in da ha-ouse jyeah ! (punk pronounciation . LOL)
then left .. and and and .. whoohoo !
my friggin parents met B ! LOLLL
they say he's cute , decent , chubby , quite slim in actual fact (slimmer than the ones in pictures)
my mum was like , can la .. i dont mind him . luckily he's not those ah beng type i was like
MY TASTE LA MUM ! LOLLL . she amp chio . hahaha
my mum says she dont mind him cause he's decent and looks alright ..
so she say , its time to see our destine .. ahahha !
my dad , surprisingly wasnt angry ah , or whatever
he saw me and him first , he went pointing eh him right ?
i was like uh huh yeah ~ LOL ! he winked . ahahha !
so they met and blah blah blah .. then B's mum come fetch him
again he didnt go for tuition cause he was sick . sad ):
now im talking about flute now .. so gonna get it ! WAIT AND SEE ! LOLL
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE , dang ! tomorrow blog again ? nah ~ maybe not . NO

for you know whats the truth , spoken of you
yet you still put the blame on others
well , you're just another hopeless dude
cut the act babe ! you dont need that much of sympathy
cause after all , what you have been telling others and acting it out
its all fake ! gosh . wake up yo ! stop deceiving yourself and others
you are the cause of it , its nothing but the truth
grow up and accept the fact , thats life
you totally irks me , i swear
poor friend of yours , rather understanding friends of yours



hey yo ! anyway . i saw the videos for asthetics night , band performance
go to youtube or weishan's blog or questband's blog to check it out
i suggest you to go blogs if you wanna look out for it
youtube very troublesome yeah . hahah
and and and , after viewing all the vids for 4 songs
gawdamit . i realise the person who is filming said this during the film of pachebel's canon the starting part : i saw coretta
wth . so embarrassing ? and its on friggin youtube and sent out massively . urgh , kill me ! LOL
well well , not that bad . not to the extend at least .. lol


hah ! well .. yesterday which is sunday ..
went to library with B and Mango
sorry to ps you mango , so sorry
promise im gonna make sure that someone else is there to accompany and not let you feel left out
and erm .. yesterday was a super great and peaceful day with B , yeah
was quite happy ah
'studied' yeah right .. my ass
then we go great world , avriel meet casselyn
go there see B play initial-D
and i felt super tired yesterday , gosh . damn dead
then play finish le go home and rest
fell asleep until B call , then talk on the phone ..


today was high and boring
high for the first part of the day
i felt like im in sec 1 today
i got back the friggin life that i use to live in
hweemin in carrying her sec 1 sling bag today ! LOL
and we sat together during sci
chit chat .. talked and laughed seriously superly alot
kenneth was there too , oh my lil grandson have the same phone as me . LOL
pe was super high , played captains ball well and cool
didnt fail my PFT . woots ~ congrats myself . hahha
history , totally screw it all up
everybody in the class is friggin copying from every source they have
and its outrageous kinda copying , super cool ! LOLL
screw it , prepare to fail it with flying colours


english was fun today . back to sec 1 style again !
mr lee let us have a break from exam preparation for this lesson
we listen to music and do those fill in the blank stuff
oh fun ! heh ;D enjoyed today .. tremendously
cause im like in sec 1 life
keep singing during pe and english too , fun
chinese , slack . nothing much huh . a genius is a genius ? 0.o whoohoo ~
assembly , i fell asleep . sorry to the talker mr wan -.-
talking about exam stuff huh . lol
stress ah . totally man . sec 2s are gonna have their exams in the hall
omg ! how are we suppose to cheat ?? LOLL . die lo ~
a tired day after that , shall not friggin elaborate
everything just aint right
seems like being emo aint that a bad thing after all
at least i can concentrate on work , cause the world is all gone
even with the loudest techno , yucky people surrounding and everything
it just didnt matter at all . thats it !
right , off for the day . tedious and weary
pictures , dont think i will blog it here . yeah . i dont know
hah , bye . cya soon . soon like next week ? idk

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

he's the song , in the car , i keep singing dont know why i do

lets get my posts started with spammers
though its kinda boring , but no choice .
there's still buggers like them existing


i dont understand why spammers think that they are so cool by spamming
its kinda no life isnt it ?
why not they actually reflect themself before they even criticise anything ?
the only explanation to it , pure human nature ..
but i believe , people who bother to change human nature , its possible
just like natural element can be form into compound . its the effort yo
if spammers think spamming is so cool , please follow these steps :
1. create a blog
2. add in tagboard
3. spam yourself
4. realise that your morale aint that good after all
5. realise that spammers are blooding irritating bunch of idiots and learn what cyber wellness is
6. wake up and stop spamming others
7. apologise
its never too late to apologise when you seriously mean it
wake up and people will give you second chances
provided you cherish a second chance
sometimes , giving second chance is not the issue . but is that nobody cherish second chances .
that ive always learnt
so you cant blame some people who dont give second chance
cause its never believed anymore , you failed them



right , and i dont know whats the problem
gawdamit , im thinking really hard .. thinking



its been a super long time i online and blog
didnt online for 1 week le . everyone misses my cyber existance ;D hahah
tomorrow im going to library with mango , not gonna be online again !
you know what ? i seriously miss mango alot !
oh , the laughter and joy that she brought to me before was unforgettable
but things changes , beauty remains . we are not as cheerful as ever before
cause we're troubled arent we ?
only you can get rid of that , great . make it baby !
i'll give you chance tomorrow ! ahahah , jkjk . by doing the stuff that we did last year !!!
get it back baby . although we've change , BUT WE STILL RAWK THE WORLD OUT ! ;D
we dont care what they say , we're still ourself
they dont like it , just leave it . yes ? ;D
i know its kinda tough too , for besties in another class
but bare with it a lil more yes ?
cause we're gonna study hard together and get into the same class nest year !
there's no more walls between us but tables and chairs in case we're not sitting partners next year .. LOLLL ! cooliozxz . so looking forward yeah ? ;D



ahh , whatever . kinda troubled lately .. erm .. kinda ?
i dont know la . grr
thursday , band after school ? nothing much
sleep alot in class lately , dont know what to do with myself . LOL
was being kept in the dark for somethings , i dont know what
ah , heck ! i dont give a damn anymore since im not suppose to know . lets not spoil it
so banded , erm .. after that home ? yeah . should be



friday is the thing , yeah hoo !
you dont know how much fun i had , also rotted like hell at the same time
had lessons , man i love d&t . damn fun la
math was woots . cause people say im smart ;D heh !
chinese , hurhur . gawdamit . lost all my books and stuff . damn
after school 1120 dismiss
B actually wanna walk me out of school
so me clar and edrick wanted to hop onto a cab , going my house
suddenly some idiot hop into our cab ??? LOLL !
walau , i was like wtf ?! how ?!?! omg !
here and there , here and there .. at last he came to my house ? LOL , wts
im like ahh , dont go into my room .. hahah
so i went to bathe .. then at last they also go in my room
i have a nice bed , dont i ? hahaha !
edrick is really funny . he eat bread ? LOLLL
so someone went messing my hair up until its not nice ): hahah
then we chiong back school in a cab , LOL
was a fun yet guilty and scary experience . hahah . my mum didnt know


cab back to school chiong chiong chiong .
after all , band u isnt that bad except for the shoes and socks part , gawdamit awful . lol
cool blouse , but a lil too big . people say i looks good in vest and blouse ;D woots !
go to SP , rehearse rehearse and rehearse . rot alot at the rest room also
alot , cant imagine how sian it can be
but also we laughed alot . me , kanying , lixian and vernice . LOLL
keep laughing until we almost cry .. omg
and mdm haryati* dropped the euphonium like 3 times in a day ?! LOLL
same kinda instrument somemore . ahahah ! damn funny ah
B came early but couldnt see him , at backstage . lol
so until break that time , sneak out quickly go meet him ! hahha
he was sitting the prize awardies there already , so didnt talk much . yep
then rot until performance time , gosh !
was really nervous . omg . can feel my heart thumping and temperature increasing
so screwed it on stage . we did a great job ! ahhaha
the applause was exceptionally loud for bring me to life , woots . LOL
and mr kumar said we did quite well , whoohoo ~
after the whole event rot again then finale .
boring stupid finale . nothing better to do like that
when taking pictures i face away , LOLL . ps ahahah


oh gosh , just heard from terry
i was being focused on the screen for 20 sec ?! WTS
omg , so doom la . walau , super suay
thanks to the stupid camera man on the phone . lol
yeah so rot finish for the finale already , ZAO !
B and i hop on to 185 , we dont know whether it reaches our destination or not , LOL
we were just hitting our luck . ahahah
wanted to go somewhere near pasir panjang and clementi
guess what ? we travel into PIE and have no friggin bustop , LOL
so we landed up at jurong town hall road ? AHAHAH ! okay whatever man
from there we cab to the place , omg !
12 + le . then we cab home again . LOLLL
wth man ?! so late right ? so cool . my mum didnt say much
and mum talked a lil to B on the phone , ass ! LOLL . then talk nonsense . ahahah
my mum is so accepting B la . its like so cool . hahha ! whoohoo ~ im glad
and mum says that she's very happy cause we didnt quarrel for this whole week , ahahah ! lol man


yayness , B is coming with us to study tomorrow
another happy day to spend together
go with mango = happy
go with B = happy
add together = SUPER HAPPY ! ;D
like alot of people out there is so jealous , ahahah !
good friend and good boyfriend , wahahah
alright , enough of nonsense . LOL !
i took 5 or more hours to blog , cant blame . was busy . LOL
so bye ~

i know 2 benghao

1 , the past him

2 , the present him

i know im gonna meet the future him ;D

im so looking forward

and ive forgotten the past him

so do i love the present him , alot (:

sorry ! didnt update my blog recently
ive been real busy lately
for the upcoming weeks , i dont think i will post much either
monday - friday ( all the way at library after school ! )
saturday and sunday ( same ! )
cool right ? go there study ? AHEM ! study .. yeah right ..
yar , so im busy . hahah
sorry for not updating ..
but im telling you guys this ..
im having alot of fun with B and im superbly happy ;D

happy belated half year + one month anniversary , hweemin and george
i know its very naggy to say , but still .. last long (: hahah !


all in all , this post is for MY second with B !
lol , quite a few days back aye ?
oh yeah , and clar's too ;D LOL !


i'll promise you that we'll be together forever ,
our destinies are entwined ,
my heart is yours .
we are one .


this is so cool ;D
like ten years down the road (: ahahah !
very happy and relieved that everything has come to an end , great
now its peace time ! peace ~
ill wait for you to return from NS ! yay ! LOL
no worries , no eyes for other guys ;D ahahah !
you too ! after you graduate , LOL !
the panda says : hey im watching over you !
im watching over you too ! LOL
with a blink of an eye , we know each other for ... 5 months +
cool man . not very long , not very short too
but its just the bond within us , hahah
and and and today , we have lotsa telepathy suddenly ! ahahah
cooliozxz . is like 5 months + , aww


exams are round the corner we are gonna mug together !
study hard yeah ? nothing affects your studies !
gambate ! IF YOU THINK YOU CAN , YOU CAN !


ahahah okay , shall not blog too much here ah
lol , dont wanna let people know so much
suspense uh ;D LOLLL !
as long as you know , ive told you ! (:
all in all , I LOVE YOU ! happy second ! ;D
and and , counting down to 10 years (:
so damn looking forward , hahah !

cause sometimes i think again
if its worth
sorry , im a lil tired


hey yo ! long time no blog , yes i know (:
sorry yeah , and yes this blog is so mine
and why i didnt blog , obviously cause i busy yeah ? AHAHAH
yeah . so im busy , didnt had chance to on my com
and pretty tired during school days back home late ..
so yeah ! thats the reason why am i not blogging recently



and this to adeline and friends
yes , i was the one who wrote that anonymous letter
wanna say this . the content of the letter aint anything sarcastic
and i wasnt drowning her with vocabs , aint any mocking matter either
i meant everything i mention in the letter
true for you to believe , yes . it was a pure appreciation letter , but not other things that you guys may think
the letter is filled with kinda gratitude and appreciation
not sarcasm , no mockings , no putting an act
just believe it , its truely an appreciation letter



thursday , right ..
normal day .. then after school go BM kfc/ph
suppose to eat ph . but end up eating kfc . LOL
george , gary and mingduo keep laughing at me
why ? because they say i eat very slow . like pecking my food -.- wth . lol
george wanna cry for me because he say my mouth too smal , WTH ! funny ah ? LOL
after that we went to BM library , study . not really ah
we were doing our math work , yep
and we took a few pictures in the toilet , hahah !
im happy for clar and sz that they spent the most time together at one day . LOL
after that like gonna rain , so went back to school
indeed , rained . LOL
played badminton with edrick , darran and norbert
eh , i quite good eh ! lol . i dont usually play but i not bad . hahah
how long have i not play badminton , siao
play under the rain . drench like hell . hahah
then went for the stupid talk , gawdamit
teachers are dozing off and yawning .. when bala is talking
can she talk better than mdm yani ? sad to say no .. -.- lousy
after that went to dawson eat then home



friday , didnt go band
reason being : late notice , already planned my stuff , dad's birthday .. gotta go celebrate , early dinner .
cant blame me for not going . its contradicting
wednesday tell me dont have band prac for the whole week
suddenly thursday bomb me with 'surprise' say have , wts ?
had lessons , dnt was fun fun fun ! BOMB MAN !
cut my work , nice man ! but the problem is my car have no 'wings'
damn unique and different though , but did i do it correctly ? not sure either .. LOL . jialat
yeah , so overall dnt was the bomb !
after school B came up to my class with sudden surprise ! LOL
chester saw him first outside and he was like , benghao lai liao zao zao ! LOLL
cause he owe B money . lol man !
the whole class know him lo ! quite cool huh , hahah
but obviously there's still some idiots like stare here and there
wanna act somemore , like moron sial !
then camden , gabriel , nian yong and george they all come up
laugh laugh talk talk . destroy stuff too . like morons . lol


then off me and B go to vivo
watched cassandra's dream . wait , i mean watched
3 people in the theatres ? wth ?! so imagine ~ LOL
after that quite funny ah .. but our decision was to leave the theatre , off we go !
walk around , here and there . go sky park slack awhile
sit down there emo and cubed . LOL
and and , some people wanna take picture
so this photographer here , ME ! LOLL took a super nice picture with the damn right angle and post and adjust his clothes and stuff . woots ! YAN DAO SIAL ! LOLLL
hey , ive gotta handsome boyfriend ! jealous jealous ?
uh uh , so what ? you cant get him ! ahahaha !
will post those pictures soon .. soon ah . i know i owe yall alot of picture le
cause i haven edit . LOL ! lag com plus lack of time . hahah
so after that we went off , 61-ed
i homed , he went for tuition , after my stop
went out after that , for dinner
with one gang of friends and parents .. until very late
didnt talk to be one phone ): hurr . but we smsed . LOL and i was so tired man
went home like 1 + straight away knock off like hell !



saturday , went to library ..
woke up at 19 get ready and stuff
suppose to go with kevin in one taxi , but missed it hahah
then i cab there myself .. kevin reach just after me
then kah hoe , then dad , B then last the oldest great grandfather . LOLL !
i mug before they come .. LOL
after that we went to lunch . dad perspire like hell -.- OMG
we are drowning from his sweat , LOL
Baby boy baby boy , sorry being random
then we went back study mug shit sianed emo teared fucked up shutted .
suppose to go see visit shihao , but at last didnt
went to great world with B , avriel and jieru
played in arcade .. here and there
(touch my body) oops , random again


bus home-ed . went out for dinner , botak jones
not gonna go back there again , totally loose their standard , sickening
waited for 30mins , at depot's branch . suck shit
hate the food . not nice not nice ! change le , eee
then homed , chat on phone all the way
very long ah ..
talk about sensible things , mature and the pasts
its kinda cool , spit it out , understood , cherished , will never repeat ? uh huh ..
then sleep ! went to bed . second surprise call , touched (:
love you like hell man !



today , woke up early go pray my great grands at the columbarium
believe it , hell loads of people , cannot stand
i teared , omg ! its terrible . hot and superly stuffy
i can hardly breathe .. open my eyes
says mario , how do i breathe ? LOL
finally like done with there
oh yar , and i took a picture of this fire thinggy , cool like hell
after this we went to eat lunch at this restaurant , hongkong style
very nice food ! very nice .. LOL
love the hongkong style , just the typical cantonese taste
the mango pudding aint any ordinary singapore's custard powder style
no artificial colouring , with real mig pieces of mangoes
and it comes with carnation milk .. very nice (: yummy
then homed .. talk to B super long .. sang and high . lol
now im bored , B is out for dinner hurr ):

i dont want no happy ending for us

its forever a happy start (:

hey yo people ! ;D
i kinda forced myself to on the com , LOL
and i didnt blog yesterday ): hahah


yesterday , overall nothing at all
i keep sleeping , keep keep sleeping in class ( bleeding love . LOL )
then we had our class photo taking thinggy
omg , so fun ! this year like last , we had wide smiles like this > :D
everybody was having fun during the fun shot
mr lee looks smart ;D
after school .. had science remedial
nothing much , cause wasnt paying a single attention
after remedial , went to GW with B
studied 0.o not exactly .. slack .. yeah
then left for ...... something
and homed . very tired yesterday . yawns ~



today .. hurr . long day long day
sleep again , throughout the whole damn art lesson , woots ~
and sleep sleep sleep ... keep sleeping , cant help it
english , slack i think .. cause i cant remember me doing anything
recess , eat ! (: nice ~ ahahah . oh joe yang was nice ? uh huh


oh anyway , my shoe is nicely vandalised (: ahahha !
the one and only good sense of originality shoe of mine is splendid ! LOLL
chinese , slack like shit . LOL . didnt do anything
math later , hahah . was asked to join competition
but at last didnt go , let siew bee and kim go
cause it was decided by a match of scissors , paper , stone . LOL
did some class 'test' . in ppr
and im good in it (: cause i paid attention yo ! ;D LOL
CE next , laughed seriously alot
cant deny , chester is a bloody joker
hell man , if you call yourself honest , you are already not being honest . LOL
and mr lee is super honest
he didnt agree to chester when he claims that he is responsible , reliable , honest , caring , kind and others .
oh gosh , hell no man . who are you trying to lie to ? LOLLLL !
laughed like real shit la anyway . hahah


after school , chinese remedial -.-
i finished my letter writing , finally
teacher says , yanting you can do even better than this actually , but you keep thinking of him
i was like , WTH ?! cause my pencil case on top have B's name tag
and on the piece of paper which im suppose to hand up , i wrote his chinese name there , LOL
i was like , ahh ! wts ?! no lor ~
i write his chinese name cause im very proud to learn how to write chinese words within such a short period of time , woots !


after that went for band , rot ..
and finally our turn to perform , screw like hell . too bad
then waited bloody long for the damn finale , like rubbish
what kinda stupid finale la .
and bala so noisy , keep yaking .. keep commenting ..
as if she knows alot , like wth . and also nobody ask her give comment
waste our time sit down there rot
talk rubbish and lotsa stupid stuff , nearly fell asleep i swear !
didnt manage to spend the night with B cause my mum ordered me to go home -.- ass
sorry man , for making you wait yet i cant go out
so i homed . thanks for waiting the bus with me (:
now im bored like freak
but im busy , LOLL ! wth ??
ehh , i miss B (:


HA HA ! YOU were being mocked , despise and asked to shut up
YOU are annoying , irritating . sounds like alvin and the chipmunks
think very cute is it ? LOLL ! noise pollution la !
everyone is being a hypocrite towards you and yet you think you have many back ups , cheez !
oh , and you stink ! :D

L , is for the way you Look at me

O , is for the Only One i see

V , is Very Very extraordinary

E , is Even more than anyone that you adore and LOVE

so so so sorry
haven been blogging for the past few days
i was super duper busy everyday , so no time to on com
busy life ive got , so forgive me (: ahahah
and dudes , my pretty fine . thanks for the concern yo ;D



lets get it started with friday's activity
uh huh , what a 'wonderful' day ? okay ..
was sacarstic cause it was boring , dead boring
went to the stupid jap garden with george , hweemin and clar
wait for avriel and jieru at the mrt station
and some wonderful people who have SL thinggy must go early
was even later than me , coincidently on the same train as avriel and jieru . LOL
so the SL 'people' went off first , chiong , he go ! LOLL
and we slowly stroll to the garden
hey , its a garden ! so we strolled . LOLL
gawdamit boring . almost rot there
and im suspecting myself of being like peiyuan -.-
kinda autism ah
i hear the damn noise and speaker sound
wah seh , i suddenly go crazy and keep screaming , omg !
didnt do it on purpose , neither is it for attention
but seriously , i feel damn irritated and stress by the pressure coming from those noise
i definies insanity , LOL !
so was rotting all the way .. and walk with B almost all the way too
he keep asking me run , but sorry . i have no mood to do so . ahahah !
and some kpo kias on the way keep on -.- so lame luh can
maggie leg was damn pissed off cause we were all strolling
edrick and friends , with me .. stroll all the way LOL ! mike went jumping


after the whole damn thing . avriel , jieru , B and me went to S's house
slack there , pretty boring .. hurr
then we went down together ready to take pictures for our PW project
B went home first cause he have tuition . saded uh ):
so we took i think one picture only -.-
and we ended up camwhored at chinatown square or whatever that place is ..
was emoing , but after camwhore .. LOLL !
will blog those pictures later , and gonna blog some others after editing
after that , S went home ..
avriel , jieru and me went to vivo . slack around , homed !
one day ~ dead tired ): poof !




saturday
woots ~ nice day ? a lil
went out to meet lit group
slack around in dawson
i dont know why that day i ate alot . LOL
funniest thing was at pasta mania
chester , kevin hweemin and i scam pasta mania dudes . LOL !
hweemin damn scared la . first time ah hor ? AHAHAH !
okay shhh .. dont say so much le
its among us . AHAHAH ! super funny
laughed like crazy luh
and we arcade-d also . chester and i played those racing stuff
omg luh , so sucky !
vivo's arcade suck shit luh . even safra better and cheaper also -.-
the racing machine and that stupid daytona like retarded machines la
wth man , waste our money ! argh


after all this , went to opposite vivo
that forest or whatever you call it
a hill or whatever , quite spooky ~
saw mas selamat's sleepers ! LOLL , jk
then we started filming there
swear we're like morons . LOL ! i mean not me ~ ahahah !
damn lame la the film , haiyo .
film until half way , raining . bloody hell
then we walk back to vivo , quite far ah
a lil wet only , cool !
then we slack around , fight with mum like mad
ahh , forget about this part . LOL !
wanted to wait for B , he wanted to come here quickly too
but , our times just couldnt meet . LOL . too bad ~
chiong home , go out again
go to aunts house until pass midnight
go home straight away knock off after the long tiring standing day . hahha




sunday
aww ! super tired , but was waken up by smses
B woke up so early
go do 'spring cleaning' .. AHAHHA ! okay , whatever
then he went home sleep and wake up and play again
then i wake up , we go meet at commonwealth !
trained to bugis . went to bugis library
some people ah , keep disturbing
distracting me doing my work ! LOLL
and only know how to smack my head ! dumbed !
somemore when i was on the phone ah , funny stuff "/
then we went off .. off we go to bras basah complex ? yeah


went into music stores
B bought his digital drums
i didnt get it , cause left one
anyway , not that interested also
i might be buying flute (:
im hell interested in flute all along
but now that i can play it , my interest and passion grew for flute ! ;D
so i think im gonna get it ! yup
i hope la , not cheap okay
can easily cost me a few hundred bucks near to thousand , phew ~
so we went walking around seeing scores and stuff
then we cab to his house after that


ohh , the dog . love me like hell .
keep following me la "/
luckily i was wearing jeans , phew !
scare to death ah . LOLL . big eh ! ahahah
then went up to his room
holy shit , reach the house he then whisper to me
hey , actually dinner is at home today with family
im like WTF ?! seriously a BIG wtf ?! LOLL !
the plan was actually just we two and the dog and maid and grandparents stay at home
then he cook dinner .. but wth -.-
now is like whole family , fine la ! LOLL
like met your whole family already man ~ cooliozxz
interesting family you have indeed
funny weird younger bro that whines like a kiddo . LOLL !
others , no comment . LOL ! second time i see your younger bro , ahahah !
then we tried to figure out the drums , like tough
and some diy box or something ? LOL
and do some funny stuff , oops =X i mean , funny stuff . LOL
had a short dinner , some people dont know to make la ! LOLL
but aww , thanks ! i feel like ima queen ! ahahha , jkjk
then the mum fetched me home and byeeee ! damn tired
watch death note 1 . so gonna get the disc from my grandson
no , watch through internet (:
tired day , sleep !




today ! woots ~
started off with some lecturing
and my heart was in my mouth when mrs bala pointed at my direction
wearing red pe shirt girl -.- wth !
scare me like hell la . so it was kristy , very near me . phew
but aww , they are caught for some stupid reasons
stupid enough to call bala unreasonable
PFT straight
chicken , i didnt know until chester called me today luh -.- wth
so GG , my backbone was giving me hell loads of pressure
causing me to be physically 'disabled' LOL ! shoots
struggling through every station , pain like hell !
but i was laughing like mad , eyes on me !
cause i said to many many people even the teacher , STOP ! and STARE ! lol , scare them . ahah
whatever with pe . dragged time like hell to history
oh , and some dudes so lame saying this "so cold ah . walau"
hey , SEC 4 kiddos . dont disgrace the level la !
only people who are as useless as you guys say this kinda stuff without using brains
you call yourself a 4A kid ? what ? are you kidding me ?
where's your intellectual ? disgrace to your class ! shit ass
even a sec 2 kid can think better than you
not fit to be my senior at all , not anyone
cause even anyone , everyone is better than you
they can think better . not like you a stupid childish freak
still thinking you're oh so cool after so many drag downs on your face
shameless bunch of idiots . dont even feel a pinch of embarrassment after sec 2 people saying sec 4 people lame -.- omg , what on earth is happening to yall brains ?
loss your IQ and EQ , i mean .. do you have one ? (:


recess , boring freak .
chinese , sleeping session
english , slack like hell
talking about death note with 2 of my grandsons
nobody dare to bring PSP now cause of the recent theft case of the PSPs and handphones "/
wonder who's that idiot who steal things
bleach your hands yo ! it aint clean at all
you should feel ashame for what you've done
stand up if you're a man ! i bet you are not a girl -.-
sci was sleeping session again
had a damn good rest , i feel good and fresh (:
2C was friggin late for assembly and everybody was waiting for us , our apology
boring stupid lame assembly prog
those sec 1s laughed like it was really funny , but it was all pure lame jokes -.- omg
boring stuff . after school went to dawson slack
came back met B , ate skittles !


so bored slack around after he left for tuition with aloysius
went to band room slack , see those juniors damn funny
then go to dad's class , chit chat and slack
played and see people shuffle
and kwan loong , freaky man . his bones , aww !
everybody freaked out like hell . LOL
quite boring , after that more fun . LOLL ! hide hide hide ! hurr
then after that , homed !
im damn tired now . physically tired like nobody's business



im going to KL on 15 - 19 may
skip school for one day (:
hey , people yall are gonna miss me when im gone ! LOL
leaving at 6.30pm and getting out of KL at 6
so will reach sg approx 11 ? yeah . so sian
im gonna miss B especially like hell ): gosh !
im gonna talk like hell with him before the trip ! ahhaha
and gonna call him right after i reach sg ! ;D
whats gonna happen this few days ? i seriously dont know ):


jehian asked me wanna go to MOS and get into the sean kingston thinggy
lol , cannot go ): cause tomorrow not free
so im not gonna blog tomorrow too
by the time i reach home too late le
bye ~