son of my ass, my photos!
everytime i wanna take picture either my hand is dirty, or im busy or my phone has no battery!
first time organizing a bbq, it was awesome la
excluding the involvement of the police and the unnecessary complains with the late start of the bbq, ouch.
i was totally hell busy on friday. and Priya the funny asshole went to the wrong house
she was late, and we have to fight a battle in sheng siong to get everything on my list
started bbq only at 8, officially start the fire and can cook..
i didnt eat much at all.
just 3 sticks of satay, 2 sticks of otah, 3 crabmeat and probably 2 chicken wings thats all.
oh and i shared a corn with alvin, a sausage with bingru and fried rice with clar
thats all i guess. then the fellas started talking together, sitting at the void deck (:
thanks to kumar who help us set up the fire, awesome night
i went home and reach home only at 2330. so late!
everybody called and text me when im on the way back.. thanks
then talked to wilson jun ji, kumar. respectively with the comma.
i was LET OFF at 3am in the morning.
next morning i woke up at 7 to go BP.


meet priya at commonwealth and met habib and kumar at CCK.
bring ru was suppose to come but back out later
went there, played abba gold, it was nice! i like it
and this dude called xin yue? or dont know what..
he is such a jolly dude and me and habib keep laughing..
he smiles like crazy. i play overture, he smile. LOL
he play marimba, he smile. he play flute, he smile. LOL!!
he is in JC 2 and NIE btw, unbelievable but true.
met new friends like sheryl(?), sha, ira etc etc.
Mr EVIL/CRAZY Loo was there too.. irritating sial that guy
LOL, he kept calling me a loser, am i? 0.o ugh
then me, habib, priya, kumar, loo, daniel, xin yue sat down and talk talk...
then later we went to lot 1 with the rest excluding xin yue, plus sha and ira
we separated and left habib and me.
he brought me around checking out the place cause its been a long long time since i went there. i feel home, but not. the interior changed like crazy
later i took 190 and left for orchard
during the whole journey, it was a complete nightmare.
the guy sitting beside me... omg -.- shh
the i reached far east, waited for junji and wilson for so darn long..
i shopped and bought clothes again, omg. LOL
then met them, they say min long and boon cong coming..
i was like, what the?? so many people?!
okay fine, and i was like a cry baby the whole day
i cried many many times, i was freaking emo
i was like in my world the whole day, even with the presence of that 4 dude
right, wouldnt say is enjoyable to start with
i was just hanging out.... cause i didnt wanna go home cause parents not at home anyway
i was walking everywhere my own in my own world..
from far east we walk so far to cine. bus to suntec then go marina then vivo and finally home
i would say vivo is the best because i finally can rest..
i was lying down at some platform in skypark
surprisingly junji actually really cared about like... okay nevermind. he just covered my belly with my bag though i didnt zhao geng. wilson said cause he's afraid that the wind blow and expose myself
though he always like to potray himself as a jerk, thats the surprising part.
but this is not the first time i see him having his girl friend's interest at heart
just stop acting like a jerk okay, its no joke no funny also "/
i gaze at the stars in the sky, the sky was very cloudy yesterday..
as i was lying down looking at the sky, i thought about many things
i even came up with my own philosophy with the hidden stars but sometimes shown
ill use that philosophy of mine appropriately, but not now that ill mention..
i cried alot, yesterday. nobody knows anyway.
on the bus, at marina, at vivo, on the bus home was like madness..
how dumb, but i guess i found my reason. all my reason for doing that
its silly, freaking silly.. am i dumb or what?


today will be a stay home day. i have too many things to do, too much
but i dont feel like doing all, cause theres too much to handle.
i wanna pack my room, cause there may be friends coming next week..
dad's leaving sg tomorrow, not coming back until a week or so, later..
1 year 4 months, who cares? who knows? who remember?

do you still think of me, like i think about you

do you still dream of me, cause i cant sleep without you

tell me if time should make a change

then why do i feel the same

i know i gotta move on but

im so addicted to you