yep, yesterday my network died on me halfway
i was quite fed up, but, i survived with my book.
ive completed New Moon. WHOO!! cheer for me please! - *claps*
and then now i start off with Eclipse already.
hell yeah, poor Jacob.. but happy for Edward and Bella
guess what, my phone has a contact name Jacob Black
i think many of my close friends can guess who's that. LOL!
yesterday was like unhappy. but im glad for something
i caught up with 2 Geralds.
Gerald Lim and Gerald Kok! LOL
oh and Garrett Quek.
quite unhappy with another G, recently... but yeah, we'll see..
not unhappy with G. but is sad because of G
because this G has changed, somehow or rather.
idk, sensitive? definitely not. i have prove on what i said
do you not give a damn about a single thing?
i mean, c'mon. life for me aint that good already.
who knows i may be suffering every single day?
just so you know, everyday has worsen.
i wouldnt know how to survive without friends
even with friends companion, i feel like a piece of shit.
lonely, okay. if you decided to walk out on me at this kinda situation, fine.
as far as i can feel, your situation and mine aint any much different
you know it yourself okay, G.
your mask hurts, so please stop wearing it. its unbearable


last night someone only rang me at 1230?! wtcrap! LOL
when i was preparing to sleep.. almost
and one crazy fool called my house at almost 1. whats that for?
i spoke, he shut up. i spoke, he shut up.. then he hung off? whats that? 0.o
then i continue talking to somebody... okay, at least somebody apologised
then still wanna act fierce ask me call somebody for what?
and then somebody realise its somebody who called me. LOL!
yesterday i flip through so many things and i found out so many things
talked to Kevin about the possibilities if..... alright, i got the answer though
at least im pretty sure of my own stand. but still, things are unpredictable.
i dont believe in whatever i believe in now.
because it had failed me before. no matter how brilliant i may be, i know im not always right
well, now Kevin is thinking of ways how to knock a sum from his mom before leaving SG
the mother say dont wanna give him any money before leaving. what a joke. LOL!
and that idiot has no backup plans like money saved or whatsoever. ah hopeless :D


right, im not very happy with my recently.. still can survive, though
someone was to keep me alive during this period, yes there is
well, i gotta go out. and i am going out!! from today onwards! YESS!
after surviving at home for 2 days
omg, Bryan says heymath cannot do. Kevin say can do. make until now i die la.
only yesterday i wad free to do!! argh!
tonight i have some stress relieving session.. funny eh? yes, whatever
tomorrow to school and do sai kang? 0.o err, yeah..
go back pack the band store which according to Priya it is a complete mess
og, im allergic to dust. how do i survive? ill have difficulty breathing for at least a week. argh
oh then Priya suggested macs :D im not sure, i may say yes now, my heart
but when i see the meal, ill be like no. cause of the oil and everything. subway please. LOL
friday currently no plans but i know someone will definitely force me out of my house even if i dont want. LOL!
saturday also! yes. one of these days ill go out.
next week we will go out to watch drag me to hell too. Gerald the scary cat says that he has "dental appointment" (: LOL!!
and im going for the beach party on 20th. yes!!
Gerald is on, provided his parents are. Kevin, hah! grounded kid
Bille's on too? LOL. i think so
oh im going to cyrus soon (: catch me there :D
who says cyrus is for guys? please! no sign outside saying girls prohibited. ahahah!
yay! left 4 dead. a pro is gonna teach me, says him
he blame me for not asking him to bring me in rather than someone else
so plans has changed. HAHAHA! later i kenna scolded ):
i'll be off from here, i wanna go drink barley :D

After some time I've finally made up my mind

She is the girl and I really want to make her mine

I'm searching everywhere to find her again

To tell her I love her

And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church

The only place in town where I didn't search

She looks so happy in her wedding dress

But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is

Twenty five minutes too late

Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry you are

Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again

Wishing be back to the time when we were more than friends