omg, i wouldnt wanna believe this man.
now i know how freakin dead this blog is? mg, irritating
many thoughts of closing this blog down, but.. ahh! just keep it.
time flies, i didnt know 1/3 of the year has already passed by like this..
SYF is nearing! the greatest competition in my life perhaps?
once in a life time, ima put in my utmost effort and heart into it!
2 days, 2 days is what we got. we have to get silver!
to others out there, the award may not mean much to you guys.
but to questband, which have put in lots of time and effort, 6 months!
unbeliavably true, half a year we've been practicing the same damn thing for just a 15mins show on stage! wow? WOW!
silver, shut _ mouth, throw it in , face and prove to / that we are something..
after so many batches of queenstown band going for SYF, all around it has been COP or bronze.
since conductors says that we are something, we are the best out of the 4 or 5 other batches.
i think we should prove him right. just a silver we're asking for.
more than enough to feel triumphant and elation.
alright, 2 more days. work hard people! full attendance!
im getting frustrated with those people who seriously skip practices for no reasons okay?!
please! we will never balance our sound if yall dont come and balance it!
dont yall feel touch with mr kumar's words?? though he said that he wasnt a motivator
but he motivated me! dont yall feel the same way too?
honestly speaking, i sobbed. for all you know, mr kumar really did alot of things for our band
so please, help us by coming to band on monday, early!
i swear ima screw you guys hard man. getting on my nerves already.


next week, busy but light.
monday school
tuesday SYF, go out with B
wednesday school
thursday cross country ( i freakin hell got into the cross country thanks to mr yuen. hai... mr yuen ah mr yuen... walk, be the last, also will paiseh one right?) go out with friends, subway.
friday maybe eating with dad to celebrate birthday
saturday also? idk
sunday study!


busy life, though. but i enjoy the company.
sorry, i have been neglecting you lately.
promised, averagely 8 hours per week, alright?
you can put the blame on me, cause i deserve all fingers to be pointed at.
but a chance will be enough to amend my mistakes
whats more, an honest kid like me, nothing will change the fact
honesty it shall be, be it hurting or paranoia.