its really a need to warn myself constantly

please be awake and not fall too deep

unless im absoulutely sure

but im pretty not , how ?

i hear things again

i told myself not to believe

but how could i get over with it ?

kinda impossible , isnt it

failed once , the history will not be erased

it's like , i hope this time i choose not to believe

it's a right decision , please .

you know , ive told you . i cant take any blows

prove me wrong , prove others wrong

Do not wear yourself out to get rich ; have the wisdom to show restraint .

- Proverbs 23:4

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