day 2 ,
so difficult for me to get into sleep .
yesterday .. overall in the morning i was alright ..
nothing at all .. was totally occupied .
so didnt thought much of it too ..
in the night .. talked on the phone .. after everything ..
i felt the sense of vanity again ..
this feeling is impalpable .. cannot be rendered
gaah ! i which these days could end really soon ..
this feeling is yucky and torturing ..
i realise she's unhappy too ):
is it me to be blamed ?
i guess i shouldnt have appeared .
everything will be fine i suppose .. hmm ..