today was darn boring .. LOL !
but now kinda busy liao . i like the feeling :D
and somebody had just screwed things up ..
i wouldnt say that i was angry , probably a lil disappointed ..
but what can i do ? unless things happened again ..
thats the only way to make things right again ..
i guess i hope that it was a denial more than the fact eh ?
if i really do , i hope it was merely a denial .
running away from the fact ? rather than to really not know whats happening ..
im tryna forget everything of number 7 if its possible ..
i think i really care for 7 because we're friends ..
i treat him asa very good friend ..
but as i know , everything's over ..
i could be rest assure . not caring about what will happen to 7 anymore .
if 7 wanna do that , just let him be luh .. (for this thing, only hweemin and avriel knows what im talking about)

now , tryna keep myself occupied , and not to think about it le .
its totally screwd up , thus nothing could be done to amend it .. so i would just have to accept the fact ..
i dont care if you were denying or what , but i just hope that that thing could happen again so that i will be sure of myself ..

gonna talk to avriel later on ..
hope that i could tell her everything ..
so can she tell me everything of what had happened .
and both of our numbers ? hahah .
people reading this , sorry to make you feel puzzled !
hahah . just write for fun and everything could be let out of my heart .. :D